I know it won't take away the pain, but it might bring you some peace of mind. And if you need company, shout out and I'm there.
It was hugely rewarding work. I've always loved animals and then the werewolf thing...well, it all clicked. I knew the vet back home most of my life, so he was happy to take a bet on me. Here, I'm not so sure of myself. You're right, I should try and find a place, though. I'm qualified and love the work.