Re: NYX/JAMES.
Up until Steve, I didn't either and he already knew everything there was to know about me. So I'm just talking out of my ass here.
I'm sorry you're experiencing that. I'm used to this shit at this point, you learn to cope with the instability of it all when you've world hopped a couple of times already. But it does get a little easier with time, which sounds like shit. It's true though.