Maybe, for now. But I want to see it sometime! I just think you should take care of yourself first.
I was tired constantly when I was first learning how to shapeshift, and then I inherited one of my dad's things with anger? It makes him all big and strong and crazy but for me it kept shifting me into a bear when I'd lose control and I wouldn't be in the right mind. When I'd come out of it, it'd feel like I was drained of everything. It took a lot of inner-calm and learning patience to hit that point where it wasn't soul-sucking ha.