Oh I'm sorry that does make sense. Your other self might have realized it too at some point, and—are you okay with it? There's a difference between slowly learning over time that you, unintentionally, taught me your husband's fighting style and being met with all of it at once. Did you tell him you noticed? Maybe he already knows. Does it bother you that I mightWould it make you think of Will too much that it hurts
You know I will. We'll be patiently waiting by the journals to hear if you come back and are successful. They need you to be. We all do.