Nikolai/Darlington
Speakly baldly, I turned into a monster like clockwork at night, with minimal control over myself. I slept in a container for several months. What helped me most was getting memories from home. That said, there's a wealth of people here who can assist with personal control and magical-- protection, for lack of a better term. Bonnie Bennett and Thurvishar D'Lorus work within the DOA's magical department and may prove to be valuable. Caleb Widogast, who owns the bookstore, is going on a honeymoon this weekend, but I would also recommend his knowledge.
Don't be concerned with reaching out. People here have seen everything, and I don't wish being afraid of oneself on anyone.