tyler lockwood hates thursday nights (awerewolf) wrote in valloic,
It's something in between. When I first started turning, I had no control over it. It was all pain and bloodlust. A good friend of mine started to help me with it though, kept me locked up and safe when I changed. As time went on and I found others like me and I learned control.
I keep some of my personality and thoughts in my other form now, but there's still a lot of instinct going on. But now I can go bite people I don't like instead of the ones that I do.