so the deal is where I'm from, you only go full wendigo when you eat someone for the first time. I got infected but this local magical group saved me before I ~gave in to my supernatural nature~ or whatever, so I'm sorta halfsies? like, you do NOT wanna get stuck on a desert island with me bc it'll turn into a dessert island and you're the lemon meringue pie, but i've had a shit-ton of therapy and i am by and large a cool dude, cross my heart. It's a shitty situation but whatever. I could be ugly, so it's fine i guess.