Essek, Caleb's husband, you should give yourself more credit. Caleb, Essek's husband, is a fine speaker, OF COURSE, but you are both quite talented. Caleb, Essek's husband, would most likely prefer to not speak in public if he, Caleb, Essek's husband, did not have to speak in public at all. But you, Essek, Caleb's husband, have done very well and should be proud of yourself.