Oh. Well the other kind means accidentally killing the neighbor with a shovel for being a dick I'm anxious a lot too. Some of us are just wired that way and that's okay!
I know. It's hard to process sometimes but I do know. You're a smart kid to know that though, you know? Wise.
Well at this very moment? You're very independent. Myself or someone else finding you won't take away from that but we'll also be willing to help however we can. Like with pancakes or a place to stay. We just have to find you first.