That is a good question. I don't feel unfavorably toward either, truly. If not, then I have some odd flu and out loves continue as normal. If yes, well--it will not be normal, but it will not be a bad thing, either. Unexpected, yes, but--a good unexpected?
I am unsure how he will react, though. Not poorly, I'm sure of that much, but this was not necessarily in our plans. Not yet, I mean.