-- Sometimes I hate this place? -- And I feel like such a dick for saying that -- Because I have a lot of friends here and friends from home -- I mean, you didn't even get Fabian until recently, so obviously I'm super lucky to have gone so long with having so many of my people here -- It's not like I have it so much worse than other people -- Or like I'm the only one who thinks this sucks -- But yeah -- Sometimes I kind of hate it -- And I just wanted to put that out there