glimmadora
I know. I promise I won't tell you I'm fine if I'm not. But maybe going out for smoothies and laughing and smiling will eventually make it easier to do those things without so much effort?
I really hope Vallo doesn't separate you two. You both deserve good things.
I just know I don't handle grief very well, so you never know. Vallo gives us lots of opportunity for bad decisions, just saying.