Eliot/Veronica
I know its weird because I haven't been here long, but I know how you feel. My first boyfriend, the one whose sister was murdered? We ended up dating later. Long story short, he ended up having to run away forever. I'll never see him again in all likelihood. At least I had a day or so to say goodbye, this is so much harder.
Doggie kisses help a lot. And sad sack music. I have both. Well, Backup supplies the kisses.