ZOYA | ESSEK
Ah. That does make things more complicated. How do you think he would react if you told him?
Well. If he told me to contact you, I can trustHow do I even [...] I suppose that I rather like the thought of being married to him one day, but I am worried that if I tell him now it will keep it from happening somehow. Honestly, I'm worried that my knowing at all is going to keep it from happening. I'm not particularly skilled in matters of emotion.