vax'ildan 🗡️🗡️🗡️ (vax) wrote in valloic, @ 2022-01-30 12:33:00 |
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FRIENDS, MINUS VEX
RELIGIOUS + MAGIC TYPES FROM EXANDRIA, MINUS VEXSoHey.
This feels weird, but it also feels important to bring up so I'm going to try. Normally I would just not and pretend nothing is going on, but I don't think that's totally an option now and the longer I wait, the harder it will be, so I'm just diving into this and I apologize in advance if none of it makes sense. I'm not a words guy.
To make a long story short, Vex and I got a bunch of memories from home. I don't want to bore anyone with details they don't want, so more or less: shit happened, an archlich tried to fuck over Exandria, Exandria got saved.
A memory dump like this isn't new, but this time it came with some added side effects for me. That's also not new, though normally it's something like scars or tattoos. This time, ah--well, I'm undead now, I guess? A revenant, technically. As said, shit happened and (another) deal was struck with the Raven Queen so I could see the trouble through and this was how said deal worked.
I'm mostly telling you all this because A) I know not everyone is super fine with the undead and that's fair enough, so I get it if you're uncomfortable with it and want distance and B) it's not entirely unnoticeable and I didn't want to have to explain what was going on multiple times. I was already kind of pale, I guess, but I'm moreso now and I run really cold, among other things. But Shaun has assured me that I'm still as pretty as ever and I trust his judgement, so it seems to not be all bad.
Anyway, that's it. I know this is a weird kind of announcement and I'm not expecting anything in particular in response, so don't worry about that. I just wanted to let you all know.
Also, still going out on Wednesday for 29, but I'm personally disregarding my previous claims of being responsible.
To follow up on all that shit, there's something else. I don't know if this is any of your purview or if it's even possible, but I thought I'd just--throw it out there, in an attempt to get some peace of mind.VEX
After we finished our quest we'd been trying to handle, the Raven Queen let me hang around for a bit before basically collecting me; that didn't technically happen to me, though, as I remember up until just before stepping over to, for lack of a better phrase, the other side. She isn't here, I know this, but is there any chance one of you might know of any kind of way, magical or otherwise, to see if there's some sort of link on me or tell or something? I'm familiar with two kinds of magic now, but barely in both regards, so any ideas are welcome. I don't know if Vallo has some version of the Shadowfell out there, but I also don't really want to find out by being ushered there so here I am.
I understand if you want to be alone or need space, but I'm reminding you all the same that I love you.