There's a long story behind how I actually finally got it, but the short of it is that it's meant to be the focus and weapon of the Elven Oracle and since I am apparently that back home, it's mine. Believe it or not, it's actually more convenient than my last focus, which was a glass orb that was too big to be super helpful. My dad gave it to me, but I think it was a meanshittyvery much in line with the sort of person my dad was joke.