maximoff
I don't think it is a matter of deserving anything. Sometimes people like us have to fight harder for what we want, I suppose? Nothing is easy but all the things worth having typically aren't. And while this place is not perfect, I'm happier here than I have been in quite some time.
You can always talk to me. I will listen. I will also tell you when I think you're being stupid but in an affectionate way.