Ignis Scientia 🍜🍝 (pushonward) wrote in valloic, @ 2021-05-07 18:55:00 |
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Ignis Scientia to Gladiolus Amicitia Gladiolus, It's strange to me, to be writing this to you. Or rather dictating it, and hoping for the best. I've heard talk in the journals about there being demons? daemons? back in your time, and while I know you're well equipped to handle them, it's worrying not being at your back for this. I know things are less than optimal at this point. Being away from Noctis isn't a situation any of us ever wanted again, and I'm sorry, especially for that. I feel a little guilty, getting this time with him without you. But mostly because I miss you. Noct does as well. We both feel your absence, and I think now, after two weeks of pondering over your words, I might know what you mean when you said: "maybe not entirely whole"? We're all meant to be I feel foolish now, as I've felt a little out of place and a little jealous of the two of you, and unable to admit it. You had time before I arrived with each other, and I worried after my arrival that perhaps you two didn't need me around after all? That's where the foolishness comes in. Not having you here is like having a piece of us missing. A raw, open wound. I'm afraid I went into this letter with no real idea of what I should say here, outside of the fact that simply put: I miss you. It isn't the same, to reach to the side and feel your form near. You make me - us - feel safe, and while we've gotten by thus far, it simply isn't the same. So just know that we're thinking of you, I'm thinking of you, and we hope you're doing well. I, personally, hope you're eating something healthier than noodles. Yours, Ignis |