Look, we're human - we do dumb things, but I don't think what you did is dumb. Whoever didn't tell you the rules is to be blamed, I think? I'm sorry that it happened to you though. Part of me feels bad for those who died back in their home worlds cause that's gotta freaking SUCK, right? But also... yay, second chance? New lease on life? That's just not a thing that happens, so in a way it makes you super lucky.