"And how often have they been happening lately, to prompt you to seek help after several obviously unsuccessful attempts.
Let me assure you that I'm absolutely certain the fault lies in your previous therapists, and not yourself. All that rubbish about not being able to help you if you don't want to be helped is just that. Rubbish. Clearly you want help or you wouldn't be here, would you?
The way I feel therapy works is that you find someone who fits you, and your style, so to speak. Different people need different things.