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The Doctor ([info]brandnewface) wrote in [info]valarlogs,
@ 2012-04-22 16:57:00

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Entry tags:eleventh doctor, jean grey (phoenix)

Who: Dr. John Smith and Jean Grey
What: A very odd dream.
When: 2am, Sat night/Sun morning
Where: In his bunk in the Montana cabin
Rating: PG
Status: Incomplete



For Emma's sake, they'd chosen a cabin over roughing it in a proper tent. But that didn't mean the cabin came with all the appointments of a fine hotel room. Maybe Emma's room did, but for John, his sleeping arrangements included his sleeping back set over the thin mattress that came set upon his bunk. And while he had the small room to himself, he took the top bunk. A bed, with a ladder—how couldn't you take the top bunk?!

A long arm hung limply off the side of his bed, John's face pressed to the small pillow he'd brought along. Beneath closed lids, his eyes moved wildly, attempting to keep up with the surprisingly vivid dream playing out through his mind...

He checked back over his shoulder for the ginger and the nurse before he reached the cold, metal door that swung open with the solid push he gave it. Striding out onto the hospital rooftop, he walked fearlessly towards the giant eye hovering in the air, encircled in a star-like construction of ice. Electricity crackled around it, still he didn't feel at all afraid.

"Come on then!" He shouted up at the eye. "The Doctor will see you now!"

The eyeball swooped down, leaving its icy enclosure, just an arm's length from John, the pupil moving as it appeared to look him over. A beam of bright, concentrated light swept over the doctor, scanning him from head to toe. With the information this scan acquired, a disembodied voice boomed around them. "You are not of this this world."

"No," he slid his braces up over his shoulders, "but I've put a lot of work into it." He hemmed and hawed then, not over the massive eye staring directly into him, but over the selection of undone neckties that were draped over his shoulders. He held one up to the inquisitive eye. "I don't know, what do you think?"

The eye did not play along, sticking to it's own agenda. "Is this world important?"

"Important?" John replied incredulously. "What's that mean? Important? Six billion people live here, is that important? Here's a better question, is this world a threat a threat to the Atraxi?" He tossed an unwanted tie behind him and the nurse fumbled to catch it. "Well, come on, you're monitoring the whole planet—is this world a threat?"

The beam of light that had scanned John now formed a holographic like projection of the Earth. Images flashed, images of people from all over the globe. War, peace, heroes, vilains—the best and worst of humanity played out between the doctor and the Atraxi. The eye replied with a booming, "No."

"Are the peoples of this world guilty of any crime by the laws of the Atraxi?"

Again, images flashed, but despite the death and destruction, the eye answered the same. "No."

"Okay! One more, just one." Doctor Smith appeared to have settled upon a tie at this time, and worked on tying it as he continued. "Is this world protected? Because you're not the first lot to have come here, no there have been so many." An array of monsters, robots and creatures flashed by now, one after another. "And what you've got to ask is, what happened to them?"

Faces now moved through the projection, starting with an old man and then nine more different men, almost appearing to grow younger, but it wasn't a reverse aging process. Each one was different, but John felt some kind of familiarity towards them. As the last projected faced appeared, John stepped through it. "Hello, I'm The Doctor. " His tie, his bow tie, was perfectly knotted around his neck as he stared down the eye. "Basically, run."

The eye retreated back to it's icy surrounding and quickly disappeared into the grey, English sky.



John woke up with a start, his skin slick with sweat as his chest heaved as though he'd just run a mile. Fumbling to unzip his sleeping bag, he swung his legs over the side of his bed and ignored the ladder as he jumped the short distance to the cabin floor. His whole body felt wibbly, as though something wasn't right—as though he'd had a dream about facing down an giant, alien eye. But it didn't feel like a normal dream. He never really pondered his dreams before anyway. But this one, it shook him to the core.

Pulling an old jumper on over the tshirt he'd chosen to sleep in, John then slid his feet into the tattered pair of slippers he'd brought along and left his room for a bit of fresh air. He rubbed his palms down along his face as he stepped outside onto the small, rustic porch of the cabin. "Bloody hell, ol' boy." He muttered to himself. What had brought all that on?



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[info]heartofflame
2012-04-22 10:15 pm UTC (link)
Jean had already been awakened by her recurring dream. The one of the Phoenix, and her terrible power. She didn't believe in portents or any of that nonsense, but she couldn't help the feeling that this was more than just a ridiculously awful dream.

Hearing John mutter to himself on the far side of the deck, Jean quietly moved next to him, frowning. He was such a happy man, and this was the first time she'd really seen him even remotely less than positive.

"Are you all right?"

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[info]brandnewface
2012-04-22 10:32 pm UTC (link)
"Oh, Jean, sorry..." As much as he tried to recover his usual cheerfulness, his apology still sounded more somber than he intended it to. "... I didn't mean to disturb you." He pushed back the sleeve of his jumper, to look at the watch he had strapped there still. "Goodness, what are you doing about at this hour?"

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[info]heartofflame
2012-04-22 10:48 pm UTC (link)
"You didn't," Jean said quietly, looking back out on the night sky and sighing a little.

"I keep having dreams. It's very... intense. I was hoping some fresh air would clear my head, that's all." She managed a small smile. Whatever frame of mind he was in, she clearly was in the same boat.

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[info]brandnewface
2012-04-22 11:02 pm UTC (link)
"Perhaps there was something off with those marshmallows." He did manage to crack something of a smile at the remark, letting his hands come to rest on the railing. "Or something about mountain air. Intense dreams, yeah." He blinked a few times, as though trying to clear the images from his own dream away from his eyes.

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[info]heartofflame
2012-04-22 11:10 pm UTC (link)
Jean managed the same small laugh before it choked into something like a sob.

"Oh, did you dream about being some terrible cosmic force too?" She tried for flippant but it didn't work quite right.

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[info]brandnewface
2012-04-22 11:21 pm UTC (link)
"Oh, Jean." The sob startled him, while Jean wasn't quite as jovial as he usually was—the sound of utter sadness was not like her at all. HIs previous smile vanished quickly, replaced with a concerned frown.

"I assure you, you are a force in this world, cosmic or otherwise, but not a terrible one." He placed his hand over hers, his fingers weaving between hers and giving a reassuring squeeze. "Don't let a dream discourage you."

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[info]heartofflame
2012-04-22 11:35 pm UTC (link)
Jean grabbed his hand a little tighter than she strictly intended.

"I don't know about that, but thank you." Her voice was quiet, still so shaken by it all. "It's just so vivid... I keep imagining this feeling of being more than just flesh. Being Life itself, if that doesn't sound absolutely ridiculous."

Which it absolutely did.

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[info]brandnewface
2012-04-22 11:55 pm UTC (link)
"You're an incredible power for good, saving lives, quite literally. Now if that isn't a force, I don't know what is." He didn't shy away when she gripped his hand tightly.

"Speaking of absolutely ridiculous, how does going toe to toe with a giant, floating eyeball from space sound? Well, not toe to toe, I suppose—toe to.. iris, I suppose."

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[info]heartofflame
2012-04-22 11:58 pm UTC (link)
Jean couldn't help that rush of warmth whenever he talked about her profession like that. She turned slightly to look at him, still holding his hand.

"Eyeball? From Space?" Jean had to boggle slightly. "You were fighting it...?" It was so weirdly specific.

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[info]brandnewface
2012-04-23 12:19 am UTC (link)
"Not fighting it, no fists, no guns. Just.. reasoning with it? Or was it more like threatening it?" He didn't seem so sure of his own words as he retold what he'd seen in his sleep. "It said I wasn't from this planet and at least there are times I'm inclined to agree with that—but I suppose I'm just wired a bit differently."

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[info]heartofflame
2012-04-23 12:27 am UTC (link)
Jean laughed a little, her pulse calming down a little finally and shoulders relaxing.

"You argued with an eyeball and told it to go away? I suppose someone could interpret that a lot of ways. Don't ask me because I think think it's a perfectly adorable mental image. I'm not usually so shaken by dreams."

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[info]brandnewface
2012-04-23 01:36 am UTC (link)
Now that sound, the sound of her laughter, that managed to salvage a grin from him—despite the fact she was laughing at his expense. "It all does sound rather silly, doesn't it? Except, it doesn't feel silly, it's not fading away like silly dreams do—the ones you so desperately wanted to share with anyone who'd listen because they sounded so wildly mad."

He shook his head slightly and looked up towards the rich, black sky; dotted with bright specks of starlight. "I told it who I was and that was enough. It ran...er.. flew right away. Far away."

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[info]heartofflame
2012-04-23 02:20 am UTC (link)
Under the circumstances, putting her free arm around his waist and resting her head against his chest just seemed natural. Jean wasn't thinking of romance at the moment; this was just that strange sort of comfort people going through strange circumstances always seemed to seek.

"The people watching me were my friends, even though I never met them. And they... they were so afraid, John."

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[info]brandnewface
2012-04-25 11:42 pm UTC (link)
Also without a thought or undertone of romantic intent, John embraced Jean as she turned into him for solace. Both of their respective footing was off when it came to dealing with these dreams in the waking hours of the actual lives.

"You know, dream and what they are... even what they mean, vary from culture to culture." His hand stroked gently down her back in a comforting gesture as his chin came to rest on the top of her head. "There are those who think dreams show us who we really are, or what we are afraid of becoming. Some cultures see dreams as warnings, some as reminders." He exhaled in a soft sigh. "I spent time with a monk once in Nepal who told me that he believed dreams were memories of another life—a former self calling across time and space to remind you of important lessons you were supposed to carry on into your new life. Reincarnation and all that."

"And then there are times where dreams are just the result of a poor nutritional choice too close to bedtime." Another crack of a smile tugged at his lips then.

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[info]heartofflame
2012-04-26 12:24 pm UTC (link)
There weren't a lot of men who could do that; Jean was tall for a woman, and she was enjoying the incredibly comfortable feeling of being held like this.

She couldn't help the giggle though. "Maybe this is just because we had marshmallows? I suppose that makes a lot more sense than some sort of crazy past life where I'm a cosmic divine force or whatever." She settled closer to him. "So, what was your ridiculous name in your dream? I'm apparently the Phoenix. You could tell it was capitalized by the way I shouted it."

Joking about it was so much better than being afraid of it.

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[info]brandnewface
2012-04-30 01:57 am UTC (link)
"I feel like some sort of adult in my life mentioned an eventual drawback to sugar before sleep." Blaming these dreams on food was the easiest escape.

His previous return to playful rambling paused when she asked about his name. It forced him back into that sleep-time vision, to the name he'd spoken so strongly, the name that had ended the encounter with the alien threat from above. "You're going to laugh." He pulled away only enough so he could comfortably look down at her. "In my ridiculous dream, to the giant, angry eye floating in the sky, I called out my ridiculous name with the capital and all because of the way it sounded—I called myself, The Doctor."

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[info]heartofflame
2012-04-30 02:13 am UTC (link)
Jean looked up at him, tilting her head slightly as if sizing up the name. She couldn't say it made more sense than anything else on this strange night, but it didn't seem more ridiculous than the rest.

Providing you kept context in mind, of course.

"The Phoenix and the Doctor. That sounds like something Lewis Carroll would dream up, doesn't it?" And the dream itself had been about as dark as Burton's version of Wonderland. "Life Incarnate and the Defender of Earth against... alien eyeballs."

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[info]brandnewface
2012-04-30 02:32 am UTC (link)
"A proper Aesop fable, we are—The Phoenix and the Doctor." He pressed a kiss to the top of her head, his lips only daring to touch against her soft, red hair.

"We have two options, Doctor Grey. We can give this sleep thing another go—or we can stretch out and watch those stars for a bit. I mean, somebody's got to keep the space eyeballs at bay."

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[info]heartofflame
2012-04-30 02:46 am UTC (link)
Jean smiled at him, green eyes sparkling just a little in the moonlight with a touch of mischief and something else, and if that something was a bit of longing, she really didn't think anyone would blame her. But the tortoise won the race, as Aesop said, and she as a rule always took things very slow and steady.

"I think that option b is our best bet. After all, you never know when one might just drop out of the sky or something."

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[info]brandnewface
2012-04-30 04:24 am UTC (link)
Doctor John Smith spent a majority of his life alone—from boarding school to university, he travelled alone, he lived alone, he talked mainly to himself nearly all the time. And then there were moment like this, where he was so, incredibly, anything but alone, and that feeling amplified the loneliness of every other moment of his life.

And like he did, whenever the cosmos pointed out how alone he was, John let his embrace fall away from Jean, covering his actions with a gentle smile.

"Well then, you go find an open spot with no tree cover and I'll fetch sleeping bags."

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