Perhaps some of the reasons Alex and Damon got along so well was they both had a penchant for reckless behavior. Perhaps, too, it was one of the reasons Alex was so attracted Leon. Part of him knew he shouldn't get this deeply involved with anyone, but the other part of him needed the taste of Leon on his tongue again.
There was no hesitation when Leon kissed him. Alex kissed back, selfishly thirsty for him. He thought if Leon wanted him to, he'd fall to his knees and take the man's prick into his mouth. Taking advantage of Leon right now was stupid and ill advised, for reasons beyond the traumatic experiences of today, and it was only those combined reasons that he broke the kiss, huffing against Leon's mouth, his hand at the back of the man's neck.
He squeezed his eyes shut. "Leon," he exhaled. Fuck, fuck, fuck. The words were unsaid. We can't. God, it hurt that they couldn't. It hurt when his body screamed Just this once.