Hisoka Kurosaki (hisoka_k) wrote in valarlogs, @ 2015-12-14 22:37:00 |
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Who: Hisoka Kurosaki (Narrative)
When: December 14th
Where: His home
What: Another dream surfaces, this one worse than all the others
Warnings: *Trigger* Mentions of rape, torture and death
Hisoka sat in a crumpled heap in the bathroom, shaking and pale. His cheeks were wet with tears and his clothing caked with dried blood. His body however seemed to hold no visible marks of trauma. That had to mean that while the damage inflicted to him in his dreams happened in reality, his body healed itself as well. He could still feel it though. Every break of a bone, every cut to his flesh, the feel of the binds digging into his skin. His stomach lurched at the thought of it even though there was nothing left in his stomach.
He was thankful that he was alone in the house, a though deep in the back of his mind underneath the anguish. He surely had to have been screaming in his sleep. He wouldn’t have even begun to explain what was going on if his parents had actually been home. There was only one person who would be able to understand. But Hisoka couldn’t call him. Not now.
The dream wasn’t horrible at first. The had found the “vampire.” The poor girl who had wanted nothing more than a mother's love. Something that Hisoka could relate to. They head found the witch of a stepmother. Hisoka had led the girl outside while his partner took care of her and then suddenly he was there. After that there was the unbearable pain. He took joy in every moment of Hisoka’s suffering. The boy could feel the darkness inside of this man, a suffocating feeling. But all of that was nothing compared to the sudden flood of memories assaulting his mind.
He’d met the man before, when he was still alive...This Dr. Muraki. He had witnessed a horrific murder. Because of this he was used and broken, his innocence ripped away from him. All because he was in the wrong place at the wrong time. It was this monster who murdered him, who caused him those years of painful illness. He was sure he’d go mad from it all.
Then came Tsuzuki, his stupid partner who knew it was a trap but charged in anyways to save him without a second thought. Who took a devastating hit by throwing himself in front of the teenager to protect him, when the barrier failed. Who synchronized his feelings with Hisoka. Who used the boy's power to summon a mighty beast to defeat Muraki. All of this done without a second thought even after the boy had been rude and short with him. This was his partner.
Shakily he got to his feet, using the wall for support. He needed to get cleaned up, he needed to get rid of the ruined sheets and hide everything that happened. Reaching into the shower, Hisoka turned the water on as hot as it would go. He let his mind shut down, focusing on each task. Stepping under the spray, he let the scalding water was over him wanting nothing more than for it