Bella Cullen (oflambs) wrote in valarlogs, @ 2014-10-18 00:35:00 |
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It seemed like that this pregnancy wasn’t going to go easy on her. She thought that this going to be easier than when she was pregnant with Renesmee. She had gotten pregnant with the girl when she was still in high school. So she thought there could be nothing worse than that feeling she had during her entire pregnancy, feeling like she wouldn’t be ready to be a mother. Clearly she underestimated the feeling of morning sickness. Which, despite the name, didn’t only happen in the morning. Although she felt better with the help she got from Snape. Something that she had to remember to thank him for. She didn’t know how much more that she could handle. She decided even if she was feeling better that she wouldn’t return to work. She didn’t think that Edward would mind. With school, Renesmee, the baby, and the move. It was just a lot for her to handle at the moment. It was good that her boss was so understanding with it. She said that the job would be there for her when she returned since she only worked part time anyway. Still that didn’t mean that she didn’t feel bad that she wasn’t bringing in any money and that Edward was working so much. Thankfully she had a sister that was willing to come by and cheer her up. She still couldn’t believe that Bree hadn’t showed up in the dreams yet. She couldn’t believe that her sister, although adopted, wouldn’t be there. She was part of her family. Although she had heard that she wasn’t the only one that had missing family members in these dream worlds. Just she was hoping that there wouldn’t be anyone missing from her life. Especially someone that had a special place in her life and she couldn’t imagine not being in her life. With a smile she walked out of the kitchen with a plate of sandwiches. She saw Bree on the floor playing with Renesmee. “Yeah, I know. This place is much more spacious. I really like it,” she said as she answered her sister’s question. Bree looked up for a moment. “Although you did just get some of the rooms in the old place painted. Now the walls here seem boring,” Bree said reaching up for a sandwich. That was true. Not that Bella thought the new condo was boring but that it was a waste having just gotten Renesmee’s room painted and then they moved. “I think we’ll get their rooms painted,” Bella said as she sat down on the couch. She was only nineteen weeks but still she was already having a little trouble getting up from the floor. “Maybe a mural in Nessie’s room and we’ll have to wait to find out the gender.” As she spoke she put her hand on her belly. She wasn’t even sure if they were going to find out what they were having. That seemed to get Bree’s interest which was no surprise to Bella. “When are you going to find out?” she said with an excited tone. She had asked almost the entire time during Bella’s pregnancy with Renesmee. “You’re not going to wait like last time are you? I could barely handle it last time.” That comment had Bella let out a laugh as it was exactly what she was expecting. “I don’t know yet,” she said with a shrug. “I haven’t talked about it. If we’re going to find out or not.” She thought that it might be a question to bring up with Edward soon. She needed to know if he wanted to find out and what exactly he wanted. She didn’t care but maybe he wanted a boy this time, not that she had any control over it. The nerves started to hit her but she only showed a smile at her sister and daughter. “Well, I think you should just find out,” she said in a matter of fact tone. “Get it over with.” Bella scoffed. “Oh yes, just get it over with. We’ll still have to wait to actually have the baby, Bree,” she said as if her sister didn’t know that. Maybe it was just how her sister said what she said. Without pulling attention away from Renesmee and the toys between them. Bree rolled her eyes but there was no tone when she spoke. “I want to be the first to know. Even before mom,” she said flaunting her auntie rights. Bella didn’t answer right away. She didn’t have that issue with her first pregnancy because she didn’t find out during her first pregnancy. “Okay, I promise if I find out I will tell you first,” she said with a smile. “Right after I tell Nessie she’s going to have a little brother or sister.” The was a moment of silence. Just the sounds of the little girl giggling on the floor. “I can live with that,” she said took a bit of her sandwich and handing Nessie little pieces that Bella had cut up for her on the plate. Bella watched from the couch as she started eating her sandwich too. |