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Who: Magnus Bane and Alec Lightwood
What: Talking then making up
When: Backdated: Tuesday, March 4th. Evening
Where: Lightwoods' Apartment
Rating: Hard R
Status: Complete

The night after Magnus and the Lightwoods had talked to Alec about everything that was going on, the brunette had texted Magnus and asked him to come over. When Magnus had gone over the night before, he hadn’t expected the impromptu intervention with Alec, because he was supposed to have been out for longer, but had ended up coming home early seeing Magnus there with Jace and Izzy, there were only so many reasons for the three of them to be there and of course Alec had figured out that they had been talking about him.

When Alec had texted him to come over, Magnus hoped that they wouldn’t end up fighting, because that was the last thing that he wanted now. Reaching the apartment, Magnus knocked at the door.

Alec wasn’t back to himself, yet. Sure, things had been resolved for the most part...he was now feeling bad for all the attitude he’d given everyone. All this was still new to him and it was odd, to him, how everyone else was just so willing to put their faith in their dreams. Yet, he knew that he had to let go of the anger he felt, given that everyone had returned back safe. He had been the exception and when the others found out….well, there’d been a bit of a fuss.

Still, he was doing his best to move forward and try to make things better. After all, he had begun to really miss spending nights with Magnus. It was becoming far too comfortable to sleep next to the warlock that it was hard for him to find sleep when they were apart. He’d been in the living room, when he heard the knock. He got up and slowly opened it and gave Magnus a sheepish smile. “I wasn’t sure that you’d come…” he admitted quietly.

To say that Magnus was upset when he'd found out that Alec had been hurt when he'd gone out by himself was an understatement. He could understand why Alec had been upset that they had all gone out on their own, but he was the one who had gotten hurt and kept it from everyone. Now his behavior the morning after he got home made more sense.

"Of course I'd come. I wasn't going to blow you off," He wanted to lean in and kiss Alec, but he wasn't sure exactly where they stood after the events of the night before with Izzy and Jace, "Are you going to invite me in or are we going to talk in the hall?" He quirked a brow, a small smirk upon his lips.

Alec didn’t think that Magnus was the type to just not show up; the man would have at least given him a reason. At the question, Alec opened the door up further to let the other man enter the apartment. Once Magnus was inside, Alec closed and locked the door; to his knowledge, no one else would be coming over so there was just no reason to leave the door open.

“So...uh...how are you?” he asked. He had wanted to kiss Magnus but he didn’t want to overstep his bounds.

"I'm alright. How are you?" The fact that Alec had invited him over after the intervention the night before had Magnus trying to look at the glass half full. "Better question, how are we?" He couldn't help it. Magnus could be a patient person except when it personally affected him and he needed to know where they stood.

It had been a bit odd to come home and see everyone gathered, the previous day. Even though they hadn’t planned it, it still felt like an ambush. The question caught Alec off guard but he felt that it was better to talk about that in private. Gently, he took Magnus’ hand and began to lead him to the bedroom. “I’m okay, I suppose,” he said.

After they were in the room, Alec closed the door and looked at Magnus. “So, about us...I really don’t know. I guess we should figure that out…”

Magnus nodded as they reached Alec's bedroom. The last time he'd been in his boyfriend's room, Alec had been yelling at him to go home while he, himself, had been just getting his strength back from opening the portals, "I think we should." Alec had asked him to come over, so Magnus wanted to see what he had to say first..

Alec wasn’t really good at talking about this kind of thing. He was still surprised that he’d managed to keep Magnus this long. Of course, he could have just ruined that with his actions of late. He sat on the bed and looked down at the floor. He was worried that Magnus would break up with him, and he didn’t want to see the look in the man’s eyes when he decided that.

“So, did I mess up real bad to the point that you want to end things?” he asked.

The entire time that Alec had been acting the way he had, Magnus continuously wondered if he was so afraid of his dream where they broke up that he was trying to push Magnus away to spare him those feelings later on. So hearing Alec basically ask if it was over practically broke Magnus' heart, "Don't be stupid. Alexander, if I was going to break up with you, I would have done it after you yelled at me to go home after acting like a grade A jerk." Magnus wasn't in the business of sugar coating things and besides, he thought that Alec knew that he'd been acting like a pretty big jerk.

That was somewhat of a relief but Alec still felt bad about how he’d treated is boyfriend, and hearing Magnus word it like that didn’t help his feelings. “So...then what? Are we going to be okay?”

Magnus moved to sit down next to Alec and turned to face him, “Alexander, if this is really going to work, we have to be open and honest with each other. You can’t just shut down because you’re upset about something.” He was obviously referring to how Alec wouldn’t tell him anything about what was bothering him the morning he’d come home to find Magnus sleeping in his bed. “If we don’t talk when we have a problem then we’re just going to wind up with more problems.” He watched Alec for his response.

“I thought that I had voiced my concerns before you had left to the volcano,” he said. Alec had been very against Magnus leaving to stop the volcano. Mainly because he hadn’t known if it was a legitimate mission. “So, if my concerns are just going to be dismissed, I don’t see the point in voicing them.” He gave a sigh. “I know that you went off to stop the volcano but what if it had been a trap?”

Magnus sighed and reached over to cup Alec's jaw, "I'm sorry that my going upset you. If I'd thought there was any other way for them to get there quicker I would have suggested it, but at the time I was their only means." Magnus could understand why Alec was upset, "But Alexander, what's done is done and we'll use this experience to learn from."

Alec sighed and shrugged. “Okay…” He didn’t want to dwell on matters and felt it was just easier to agree. Magnus was right, because they couldn’t change the past and hopefully things would get better from here on out.

Magnus knew that this wouldn't be the last time that a situation presented itself that would interest Izzy and Jace and he hoped that Alec would join them the next time. Hell, Magnus would join them next time. Three Shadowhunters and a High Warlock would be hard to beat. For now though, Magnus was going to focus on the present, "Have you spoken to Jace and Izzy since last night?" He wanted to make sure that Alec didn't distance himself further from his sister and Parabatai.

Alec gave a slight shake of his head. “Not yet…” It wasn’t that he was avoiding them, like before, but the tension in the apartment was dwindling, at least. “Well, not anything like this,” he added. They’d get around to it eventually but it would take a little time before things were back to normal.

Magnus nodded, "Just talk to them. Together or one on one, but I know that your sister was really upset before. She loves you and just wants to be close to you," Magnus rubbed his thumb along Alec's cheek, "And Jace is your Parabatai." Magnus just wanted them all to get along like he suspected they did in the dreams.

Alec didn’t need to be retold that about his siblings. It was clear that Izzy and Jace had both felt bad over everything. “I know you mean well...but can you not try and act like a parent to me?” he asked, softly. “I’m aware that I need to speak to them; I’m just gonna do it on my own time…” He wanted to say that it felt like Magnus was siding with them, but that wouldn’t have been conducive. “I thought we were going to talk about us…”

Magnus had still been thinking about how he wanted the three Lightwood's to get along that he hadn't really thought about how he came across, but Alec was right and he said as much, "You're right. I'm sorry. I won't bring them up again tonight," He watched Alec for a moment or two, yellow eyes gazing at the boy he loved, not that he'd said it yet, "Am I allowed to say how much I've missed you?"

That last part made Alec perk up and he looked up at his boyfriend. He gave the warlock a small smirk and nodded. “Only if I’m allowed to say that I missed you, too,” he replied softly. He wanted to get up and kiss Magnus, but he was still being cautious. “Because I really did.”

Magnus returned the smile, wanting to tell Alec just how much he cared about him, but he decided to wait just a little longer, "Well then, I've missed you. My phone has been extremely quiet and I miss you showing up in expectantly," of course the main reason that Magnus had given Alec a key in the place was so that he could come over whenever he wanted.

Alec decided that it was time to stop looking at Magnus, and he got up from his spot and gave his boyfriend a hug. It was nice to be close to Magnus again, “Sorry that I didn’t respond to your messages. It was really hard to not reply.” He’d wanted to reply but he was being a stubborn and wanted to make a point. Then, he gave Magnus a soft kiss on the cheek. “I missed you.”

Magnus smiled as Alec’s arms wrapped around him and he didn’t waste a moment before his own came up to wrap around his boyfriend, “It’s alright. I understand.” After Alec kissed his cheek, Magnus quirked a brow, “You claim to have missed me and that’s all I get?” His hands slid up and down Alec’s back, fingers brushing over the swell of his ass.

Alec gave a laugh at Magnus’ comment. “Who said that was all you get?” he shot back. “I’m not asking you to leave, am I?” He felt his boyfriend’s hands and pulled back. “Who said you could touch that?” he asked, smirking.

Both of Magnus’ brows rose, “Oh, is that so? I get the privilege of not being yelled at to leave?” He had to tease Alec a little bit about that now. His tone was light so it would be obvious that he was teasing and not upset about it anymore. When Alec moved away, Magnus took a step towards him, “I happen to know for a fact that you enjoy it when I touch that….amongst other things.” Magnus’ hands reached out and he slid his fingers into the belt loops of Alec’s jeans, attempting to pull him close again.

Alec raised his eyebrow at the comment. “Keep that up and you may get another round of it,” he teased back. He, then, let himself get pulled back to Magnus. “Maybe things changed while we’ve been apart,” he went on to say, even if it wasn’t true.

“Oh, have they?” Magnus asked, tilting his head and leaning in to press a kiss on Alec’s neck then moved up to his jawline. He’d missed the teasing and being this close to Alec. Fighting had never been something that Magnus had enjoyed doing with anyone, least of all Alec. There was still the fact that Alec had started dancing again, but they could talk about that later. “Tell me, what has changed?”

The kisses to his neck and jawline had caused Alec as let out a moan. It really was nice to be close to Magnus, like this, again. “I said ‘maybe,’” Alec pointed out. “And maybe you’ll just have to find out for yourself,” he went on to tease. However, he did turn his face Magnus and to finally give him a deep kiss.

As Alec kissed him, Magnus returned the kiss, his hands moving first to Alec’s hips then back around to his ass once again, sliding his hands into the back pockets of the brunette’s jeans. It had been awhile since they had last done this, but once they were kissing it didn’t feel like it. It felt like nothing that had happened over the last few weeks had happened.

While Magnus hands slipped into Alec’s pockets, Alec’s arms had wrapped around the model’s neck. Having this again made Alec feel great and as they continued to kiss, his hands found their way into Magnus’ hair. He tugged the the man’s hair. “I don’t recall given you permission to put your hands there,” he teased. In all honesty, he liked it when Magnus touched him in any way.

Magnus groaned softly as Alec's fingers tugged his hair and he brought his mouth down to the brunette's ear, "Make me stop if you don't like it." His voice was low and he nipped at Alec's earlobe as he used his hands on Alec's backside to press him against his own body a little more firmly.

Alec considered, for a split-second, about making Magnus stop, but he missed this far too much to even bother trying. Especially when his boyfriend was being rather forceful. There was no point in hiding that he was enjoying this. He gave a groan and gave Magnus hair a semi-rough tug, “Where’s the fun in stopping?”

"There is none," Magnus groaned again, pressing his hips against Alec's as his fingers squeezed his ass, "Know what would make this even more fun though?" Magnus would be lying if he said that having his hair tugged wasn't a little bit of a turn on, but he wasn't about to tell Alec that; it was much more fun to find out on your own what turned one’s partner on most and if Magnus' reactions were anything to go by, Alec was figuring it out for himself now.

Alec enjoyed the fact that he could get Magnus to make noises from just tugging his hair. He had been paying attention to the man’s reaction and he slowly gave another tug to test his ‘theory’ about Magnus liking it. “What would make this more fun? Less...clothes…?” he muttered between a couple kisses.

Magnus smiled against Alec’s lips, “You’re a smart boy.” As he spoke, his hands moved towards the hem of Alec’s shirt and slid underneath, “Am I allowed to remove this?” He pulled back just enough to look at Alec, smirk still upon his lips, his hands sliding up and taking Alec’s shirt with it, exposing his stomach.

Alec was smirking back at his boyfriend. The question was unexpected given how Magnus had just been doing as he pleased, regardless of the fake protesting he’d been doing. “Oh, so now you are asking for permission?” he questioned. Although, Magnus actions showed that he really hadn’t been looking for a response from Alec. “What if I said ‘no’?” he said, not stopping Magnus from moving his shirt up.

“Well then I’d have to stop, now wouldn’t I?” Even as Magnus spoke, his hands continued lifting Alec’s shirt until it was bunched up under his armpits and he quirked a brow as if to tell his boyfriend to lift his arms. He wanted his hands on Alec’s body and Alec’s on his. It had been far too long. “So, is that a yes or a no?”

Alec didn’t speak to answer Magnus. Instead, he just lifted his arms up so that the warlock could keep removing his shirt. Once it was off, he let his shirt fall to the floor and he took the hem of Magnus’ shirt and started to push it up. “Your turn,” he muttered.

“Gladly.” Magnus lifted his arms to allow Alec to remove his shirt and before the shirt even hit the floor, Magnus’ arms were around Alec again and he was kissing him, taking a step backwards, towards the bed. When the backs of his legs hit the bed, he sat down and spread his legs to pull Alec in between them as he continued kissing him, hands running over the brunette’s back and sides.

Alec happily returned the kisses and his hands were running over Magnus exposed torso. He didn’t hesitate as they were moved to the bed. As they continued, Alec’s hands traveled down Magnus’ chest and stomach before finding the man’s pants and starting to undo them.

Magnus had missed this. Missed the way Alec’s fingers felt on his skin as they dragged down over his chest and stomach, “Did I give you permission to do that?” He grinned against Alec’s lips as he teased the brunette, his own hands squeezing Alec’s ass again. It was definitely one of Alec’s best features.

Alec didn’t stop what he was currently doing. He gave a slight grunt when his ass was squeezed again; he was aware of his nice ass and he liked that Magnus paid attention to it. It definitely made him more aware of just how good it was. “I don’t need permission...just like you don’t need permission to squeeze my ass,” he mentioned as he unzipped the warlock’s pants. He looked at Magnus’ eyes for a moment before his focus went to the unzipped pants and he slipped his hands past the jeans to rub Magnus through his underwear’s fabric. “Are you saying to want me to stop?” he questioned.

Magnus groaned in response, his hips lifting up into Alec's touch. "God no." He was already half hard and as long as Alec kept it up, it wouldn't be long before he was sporting a full erection. His hands squeezed Alec's ass again before sliding up towards the small of his back.

“But I didn’t get permission…” Alec teased, his hand still rubbing Magnus. “Isn’t that what you want?” Even though he was hinting at stopping, he had no intention of actually doing so. He was too keen on getting his boyfriend excited and there was something fascinating about seeing the man come undone before his eyes.

Magnus groaned, his already too tight jeans were becoming even tighter with Alec's hand inside them. "You have permission to do whatever you want to me." One hand moved to grip the bedspread beneath him while the other slid up to cup the back of Alec's neck and pulled him in for another, hungry kiss.

As they kissed again, Alec’s hand shifted to slip into Magnus’ underwear before gripping the warlock’s hardening cock. There lips parted for a brief moment and before Alec could stop himself, he whispered, “I love you.” It’d been something he felt for a while but due to his dreams, he was afraid of saying it. Yet, before Magnus could reply, Alec kissed him again.

A moan escaped Magnus’ lips as Alec’s fingers wrapped around his cock and his hips lifted up into them. When Alec spoke, his eyes snapped open and he stared at the brunette; yellow eyes meeting blue. He’d always thought he’d be the first to say those words, but leave it to Alec to surprise him when he least expected it. Before he could respond however, Alec’s lips were on his again and he was kissing him back, trying to relay his emotions into it.

After a bit, Alec released Magnus’ hard length and pulled away. With a slight smirk on his face, he began to pull off his boyfriend’s pants and underwear. Once he had succeeded, he let them drop on the floor and he moved back over the man to give him another deep kiss.

As Alec began to undress him, Magnus assisted by standing from the bed then sat back on the edge once he was naked, one hand coming up to cup the back of Alec’s head as he kissed him back, tongue sliding into the brunette’s mouth as his other hand moved to Alec’s groin and began rubbing the front of his jeans.

Alec gave a soft groan to being touched; yet, he took Magnus’ hands and held them above the man’s head before continue to kiss the man. Eventually, the younger man’s lips traveled to the warlock’s neck and he kissed, licked and gave it the occasional nip.

For a moment Magnus had thought that Alec was going to submit, but then he felt the brunette taking hold of first one arm and then the other and soon they were both over his head, held securely by Alec’s hands. “Going to make me work for it?” He asked, yellow eyes closed as Alec’s mouth moved to his neck, a low moan passing his own lips as a particularly hard nip. Most people would have stopped their significant other from trying to mark them, especially their necks, but Magnus wouldn’t need makeup to cover anything up now. He could simply use a glamour. Magic was going to come in quite handy.

Alec just smirked to himself at his boyfriend’s question. Where was the fun in answering with words? As his lips continued their assault on Magnus’ neck, he brought a hand down to grip Magnus’ hard length before he began to pump it slowly. He didn’t exactly have a plan for what he was going to do but for now, he’d just do what felt good...and he was liking this; and given the sounds that Magnus was letting out, the warlock was enjoying it too.

With everything that had been going on lately, it had been awhile since the last time they had been together like this, which meant Magnus had had to rely primarily on his own hand so being there now with Alec, Magnus wasn’t entirely sure how long he was going to last if the brunette kept stroking him like he was, slightly calloused fingers practically pulling the moans of pleasure from him as Alec continued stroking his extremely hard cock, “....you’re going to be the death of me…”

“So, then...I should stop?” Alec asked, his voice sounding all husky. “I wouldn’t want to kill you,” he teased. However, his hand didn’t stop moving. There really was no stopping things now. They both wanted this and this was their way of making up after a couple of rough weeks. Slowly, Alec began to kiss his way down Magnus’ torso.

Magnus groaned and shook his head, “Fuck no…” His hand moved to bury his fingers in Alec’s hair as the brunette began moving down his torso, “Although….I’m not sure how much longer I’m gonna last.” Luckily they were both young and Magnus had a pretty quick recovery time.

Alec gave a soft moan of approval to Magnus’ words. He liked that he was able to get Magnus to finish so soon. After all, round two was usually longer than round one. So, his lips continued to move lower until he was kissing his way along the shaft of Magnus’ cock. When he reached the head, he gave it a few soft licks before moving to take it into his mouth.

As Alec’s lips wrapped around his cock, Magnus’ fingers gripped Alec’s hair a little tighter and he groaned, eyes closing as used all his willpower not to thrust up into Alec’s mouth. He certainly didn’t want to choke his boyfriend after all. Over the last couple of months, Alec had gotten quite good at giving head and Magnus couldn’t help but take some of the credit for that. “So good…”

Alec was focusing completely on pleasing his boyfriend but as he continued, it became increasingly more difficult to ignore his own excitement. His pants felt really tight and his own hard cock was practically begging for attention and to be released from its confines. Yet, he managed to just think about his current task. Magnus had definitely helped Alec improve his sexual skills given the fact that Alec didn’t have any experience prior to them dating. Wanting to impress the warlock, Alec took a moment to relax his throat and then took all of Magnus’ cock into his mouth and throat. Alec couldn’t help but groan, and after a few moments he pulled his mouth off the man but quickly went in to do it again.

Alec was doing an exceptional job of giving Magnus pleasure and as he took him all in, the warlock moaned Alec’s name, accompanied by a curse word or two. Alec had attempted to deep throat Magnus a few times over the course of their relationship, but this was the first time that he appeared to succeed to as much as Magnus tried to resist, his hips bucked up as Alec took him in again. If Alec kept this up then Magnus was going to come sooner than he thought he would.

Magnus didn’t know it, but Alec’s goal was to get the man to come. After feeling the man buck his hips, Alec took that as approval and he began to repeat the process. As his head moved along Magnus’ dick, his hands began to roam along the warlocks perfect torso.

Alec’s mouth and tongue as well as the addition of his wandering hands finally pushed Magnus over the edge and his fingers gripped the brunette’s hair tighter as he squeezed his eyes shut, seeing stars, hips lifting off the bed as he came, hard into Alec’s mouth, “Fuck...Alexander…” When his orgasm finally started to subside, Magnus’ fingers loosened and he fell back against Alec’s mattress, panting as he opened his eyes and stared up at the ceiling.

Alec could sense that his boyfriend was close to coming. After being together for the last few months, he’d learned how to read Magnus’ body language. So, as the man’s fingers gripped his hair, Alec went back down on the man’s cock as he released himself and swallowed what he could. He made sure to take a few extra moments to make sure he hadn’t missed any of Magnus’ cum, giving the softening cock a couple soft licks. Then, he moved back up to lay next to his boyfriend, smirking deviously.

“I take it you’re not upset anymore,” A slow smile spread across Magnus’ lips as he turned his head to look at Alec once the brunette was lying beside him then leaned over to press a kiss to Alec’s lips, nipping his bottom lip lightly. “Oh and by the way, I love you too.” As mind blowing as his orgasm had just been, he hadn’t forgotten what Alec had said not too long ago.

Alec just gave a playful roll of his eyes. Magnus had to know that Alec wouldn’t have just done what he did if he was still upset. Hell, Magnus would probably not be here if that were the case. Alec gave a blush to hearing the warlock say that he loved the Shadowhunter. After another kiss, he whispered, “Prove it.”

Magnus’ smile transformed into a wide grin as he ran his fingers along Alec’s side and stomach until he reached the waistband of Alec’s jeans and popped the button open, “I think I can do that.” Magnus hadn’t thought Alec would be the one to say the L word first, but he was very happy that he had, especially after everything that had been going on over the last few weeks.