"I know you are," Renly tried to reassure him, taken aback by the suddenness of the other man pulling himself free of his grasp. He felt frustrated, and a little annoyed that he should be the one throwing himself at a man after he felt like he'd already taken a leap of faith a hundred times over. "So stop trying to push me away. Stop acting like - like I'm rejecting you, or something. I came after you, didn't I? I want to believe everything you say. Maybe that makes me a nutter, but to me it feels right - so why isn't that enough for you?" He was a little pissed off now. It was a result of his embarrassment: that he was chasing ghosts and nonsense around a parking lot, and that he had come all this way to be denied.
Renly was somehow unsurprised to hear his brothers' names coming out of Loras' mouth, and it was even a little reassuring. Yes, that lent itself to Robert's stalker theory - but only someone who knew Robert personally could know how apt the suggestion of his oldest brother as a king truly was. Renly would have to tell him about that, sometime in the very distant future where all of this made some kind of sense and he could be sure that Robert wouldn't immediately have him committed.
He was silent for a long, long time, staring at Loras and wanting so badly to reach out and pull him back - so badly, in fact, that he found himself doing so before he'd fully realized that he'd moved from his place against the car. He grabbed the fabric of Loras' shirt and tugged, pulling the man back against him perhaps a little less gently than he'd intended. His other hand wound itself in the hair at the back of the man's head, cupping the curve of his skull in his palm and urging him closer, closer, until he could lean in and press his forehead against the other man's.
"I'm here," he repeated, more forcefully this time. "And maybe I'm here because I think you're beautiful, a fucking beautiful stranger who says things that make no sense to me but that I still want to believe. And maybe that isn't enough for you. But it's all that I have, Loras."