Dean + open (before the Incident with Gabe)
Yeah, alright. Still not awful.
The party thing was actually pretty okay and John had been kinda attempting nice or solidarity or some shit by bringing Dean sparkling white grape juice. It was disgusting, but he drank it anyway like it might stop him from actually longing for all the other drinks everyone else had.
Yeah, that wasn't working and he found himself staring hard at the bottles of booze lined up on the counter. He kept himself positioned leaned against the wide archway between the kitchen and the livingroom. Somehow, not actually going in the kitchen might just keep him from failing at sobriety.
The juice was fucking gross. Not helping, John. Not helping at all.