Raven is right in front of you (illbeanyone) wrote in valarlogs, @ 2013-12-31 00:45:00 |
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Entry tags: | !complete, !trigger warning, cassandra cain (blackbat), jubilation lee (jubilee), raven darkholme (mystique) |
You’re perfect, you know that?
Who: Raven (as “Simon”) and Cass, also Jubilee
What: Raven reveals herself, but only AFTER certain things happen
When: Evening of 12/30
Where: Casa de Jubilee
Status: Complete
Rating: R for sexytimes
trigger: possible dubcon
Simon walked Cass up to her door, and ran a hand up and down her arm. He wanted another kiss. It was like he was becoming addicted to her kisses, at least from the way he tried to take advantage of her lips every chance she let him.
Cass had been having such a good time with Simon over the last few months. She almost couldn't believe things had been going so well and kept expecting something bad to happen like with the others. But so far it had all been good. As he walked her to the door, she smiled as he ran his hand down her arm, goosebumps rising in the wake of her hand. Looking into his eyes, she couldn't help herself as she leaned forward and kissed him.
He groaned against her lips, then pressed her against the door. There were times when he could be a little forward, and it usually hinged on when Cass acted forward. Like now. Like he tried to take everything she could give, when she was willing to give it.
Cass hadn't quite expected that, but she wasn't complaining. Wrapping her arms around Simon's neck, she continued kissing him until the need to breath became overwhelming and she pulled away, smiling. "We...we could go inside, if you want."
“Yeah?” That was...well that was awesome. Simon grinned at her and then nuzzled her jaw, before nipping lightly there. His hand started to rub up her side, dangerously high.
"Y...yeah.." Cass closed her eyes as he nipped at her jaw, a shiver running down her spine. She hadn't entirely thought out what they would do when they went inside, but she knew that she didn't want him to leave just yet and she wanted to keep kissing him. Oh if Jubilee could see her now. Well, she'd probably want to watch.
Jubilee could be sneaky and watch anyway.
Cass smelled terrific. Simon’s hand slid back down and around, grabbing onto Cass’s rear end squeezing experimentally while he sucked at the pulse-point of her throat. Then he moved back to her lips to resume kissing her. Like auto-pilot.He grinned against her.
When he squeezed her butt, Cass gasped slightly and as their lips met once more, she found herself kissing him back even as she started groping around in her purse for her keys. She wanted to get inside and now; partly because continuing this inside would be more comfortable and also because there was always the possibility of someone lurking around, trying to take pictures; Cass and Jubilee were Olympic Gold Medalists after all. They might not get followed around like other athletes, but they were still famous athletes at the end of the day.
And wouldn’t this just be embarrassing, especially since there’d been that whole court thing for Cass! Mystique pushed Cass gently inside once the door was open, never once breaking the heat of the kiss. She tried to leave enough room for Cass to squeeze out if she got cold feet. Mostly.
Cass was actually a little impressed that she'd managed to find her keys and unlock the door without actually watching what she was doing. Once inside, she dropped her purse on te nearest surface and wrapped her arms around Simon's neck, able to concentrate a little more on the kiss now. She was sure by this point that Jubilee wasn't home, because otherwise her friend would have made herself known by now. It appeared that Ginger wasn't home either or the dog would have been barking before the door was even open.
Simon pressed Cass against the wall, not giving her much room for escape as his hands slid around her waist, and then into her shirt. Maybe this wasn’t what Cass had meant by inviting him in, but he certainly hoped it was what she meant!
As Simon’s hands slid under her shirt, Cass whimpered into his mouth and couldn’t help the way her body pressed close to his. A year earlier she would have blushed furiously and pushed him away, but she wasn’t that same person anymore and they’d been dating long enough now that she didn’t mind being close to him like this. In fact, she wanted to be close to him. She wanted to kiss him and touch him.
He broke the kiss long enough to suggest they sit down, before he resumed pressing his lips against Cass’s. Simon let his hands have free reign under her shirt, going anywhere she let them go. At the same time he tried to back them towards the couch. Mystique thought this was way too much fun to be legal.
Cass didn’t try to stop his roaming hands, her arms wrapped around his neck as they moved towards the couch. Half way there though, she pulled back, biting her bottom lip, “Um...we could go to my room,” It save her any embarrassment if Jubilee suddenly came home, because she knew what her friend would say and she wanted to avoid that.
Panting for breath, he took a moment to compose himself. “After...after you.” His hand was still under her shirt and mock-clumsily trying to unclasp her bra.
Cass’ heart was racing as she turned towards her room. It was a little awkward with his hand still under her shirt, but she managed to lead the way to her room and closed the door then turned back towards Simon and in the blink of an eye she was kissing him again, her own hands coming up to rest on his chest. The last guy she’d had in her room was Logan the night she’d had the dream where her father had made her kill that man when she was eight.
By some miracle he got that bra unclasped, and then slid his hands around to cup her breasts, skin against skin. He mumbled something that sounded a lot like ‘holy crap.’
Cass’ breath hitched as his hands moved to her breasts and she bit her bottom lip. Her mind was racing, trying to decide whether or not this was a good idea, but her body was well ahead of her mind and she pressed closer to him, a low moan escaped her lips.
Simon broke the kiss long enough to sit them on the bed, then pulled Cass into his lap. It freed up his hands to continue their exploration, something that was growing more and more heated by the moment. Whether by accident or natural skill, it was like he knew exactly all the best places to touch her.
Cass went willingly, straddling his lap once they were on the bed. She continued kissing him, her own hands sliding from his shoulders to his chest then down to his stomach. She may have fooled around with Logan once, but that was months ago and her actions were experimental, not completely sure where her hands should be going, but ultimately she was just doing what she thought felt right.
“Cass…” Simon said the name like a prayer, moving his head and kissing her throat. He added a little bit of teeth, leaving some marks on her skin. His fingers tugged at her shirt, and then he pulled it up.
Cass moaned softly as he kissed her throat, her arms rising automatically as he pulled her shirt up. “Simon…” Once her shirt was off, she slid her bra the rest of the way off then without even thinking went for his shirt, tugging at the hem. Whatever happened, she was ready for it and wanted it.
Grinning, his shirt quickly joined hers, and his eyes roamed over Cass’s torso as he leaned back to look at her. His eyes rose to meet hers, then he cupped her cheek and kissed her, his other hand rubbing in slow, seductive circles on her back.
She felt a little silly, being naked from the waist up while she was still wearing her jeans, but Simon was doing a good job of making her forget about how silly she felt. She squirmed slightly, moving a little closer to him, his hand on her back causing goosebumps to spread out along her back and it felt like all her nerves were alive all at once and a shiver went down her spine.
“God you’re so hot…” Simon pulled her closer so that their skin met, and Raven had a momentary crisis of conscience. Only momentary, because Cass’s pants somehow got unbuttoned and Simon’s hand somehow got inside.
Somehow Cass hadn’t been expecting that and she gasped as his hand slid into her jeans. She was already wet from all the kissing and his touches to her bare skin and his hand there was only making her even wetter, which caused her cheeks to flush.
He grinned against her skin, then left little nips and bites along Cass’s neck. His fingers were as dexterious as the rest of him, which he quickly proved as he laid Cass out on the bed so that he could get a better angle on her. He pulled his head back to look down at her, and groaned as though the sight of her was nearly unbearably hot.
Cass let him move her however he wanted, her back arching as his fingers moved and she moaned his name, chest rising and falling quickly. Simon hadn't been at it for very long and with her panties and jeans still on, he was at an odd angle, but she could already tell that he was good at what he was doing.
Simon kissed down her stomach, and delighted in how toned it was. His other hand started working at her jeans as he moved back up and started giving her breasts equal attention. Mystique had to remind herself to act a little clumsy, but didn’t have to feign enthusiasm. Cass was hot.
Cass didn't have enough experience to realize he might have been a little more experienced than he should have been. She just knew that what he was doing felt good and she wanted to reciprocate. As he moved back up, her hands moved between them to start on his jeans, sliding one leg up between his to apply a little pressure.
The boy made a sound of approval in the back of his throat, before pushing her jeans down, instantly giving him better access. He pushed his head up to look at her, a sloppy grin on his face and his hair mussed in every which direction.
She managed to get his jeans undone and pushed them down as far as she could reach, his underwear going with them. She could hear Jubilee's voice in her head and it was mostly excited declarations in all caps. Even in her head Jubilee talked in all caps. "God....Simon...I..." Aside from Jubilee's voice in her head, her brain was slowly turning into mush so full sentences were not going to happen at this moment.
SImon caught Cass’s lips with his mouth, kissing and sucking and even biting a little as he pushed her up farther onto the bed. The destination and goal were clear as he tried to strip himself the rest of the way, without actually stopping what his hand was doing. This was more awkward than intended and he flapp-flailed his left hand trying to get naked.
Cass had never been completely naked with a guy; when her and Logan had fooled around she’d still had her pajama top on, so having Simon there with her, both of them completely naked was new. She had always thought that she’d be extremely nervous when she got to this point with a guy and she was surprised that she didn’t feel uber nervous, “Do...do you have a condom?” That question should have told him how serious she was about what they were doing, in case he wasn’t sure.
Simon stared at her. "Uh. Yeah..yeah.I mean I wasn't assuming anything but just in case and I guess you kind of always hope but you never want to assume or expect or..."
Cass couldn’t help but think the way he was rambling was incredibly adorable and she leaned up to kiss him, smirking, “You’re cute. You know that?”
“Uhm…” He blushed and kissed her, before retrieving his wallet and locating the offending piece of rubber. Raven had been hoping Cass would forget, but she wasn’t going to push the issue.
“You know it’s true.” While Simon was getting the condom, Cass got a little more comfortable and wondered if she should pull down the duvet and sheet or leave it as it was.
Raven didn't really care. She slid up Cass's body, kissing at her skin as she went. When Simon crushed his lips against Cass's again, his eyes glowed yellow. He paused. "You sure?"
Cass’ eyes were closed when Simon’s glowed so she missed it, which was probably a good thing; at least for Simon, otherwise she would have questioned it and as far as she knew, Simon was a completely normal guy. “I’m sure. I want you to be my first, Simon.” She had no idea that she’d regret this decision very soon, but for now he was just a boy that she cared about and wanted to share this experience with.
He groaned her name and kissed her, and took that as the final consent. There was one last bit of hesitation, but Raven had taken it this far and she might as well go all the way. Literally in this case.
Raven knew this part on the receiving end, but on the giving end? Only in her dreams which made her think of Irene which hurt like a bitch but maybe she could pretend.
Cass had heard so many stories about other girls’ first times and wasn’t entirely sure what to expect, but hoped that Simon would go slow so that it wouldn’t hurt too much. She wanted to be able to enjoy this.
Simon was armed with knowledge that he shouldn't be, so he understood her wanting to enjoy it. It would probably still hurt but Raven was careful and gentle and wanted to make sure she got used to it.
Victory.
It did hurt, but it was more of a dull ache and it soon eased up to a feeling Cass had never felt before. Not even Simon’s fingers or when she’d fooled around with Logan had felt like this and what she’d done with Logan had felt really good. Not that she would ever bring that up around Simon. As she adjusted, she slid her hands up Simon’s arms to his neck and back, “That feels….good.” Experimentally, she squeezed herself around Simon, wanting to see his reaction.
He didn't move yet, grinning down at her like she was candy and puppies and christmas presents all rolled into one. Breathlessly, he whispered. "Yeah...oh god what are you.." His eyes rolled back a little.
Mystique, meanwhile, was mentally popcorn.gifing.
Cass bit her bottom lip as she watched his reaction, delighted that she had been able to do something that he wasn’t expecting, “Was that good?” It certainly seemed like it from his reaction, but she wanted to be absolutely sure.
"Yeah...." He nodded his head, breathing shallowly as he got used to the feel of her. He kissed her softly, then began to move his hips, slowly and gently at first. "That...good?"
Her answer came in the form of a moan as he moved, her own hips coming up to meet his a bit awkwardly. She didn’t really know how she should be moving her body, so she just did what felt good, “Y….yeah…”
"Good.." Simon's voice was a little higher pitched than normal but that could be just the sex talking. He nipped at her throat, shifting her hips up and moving his own with greater urgency and speed. He keyed himself to her sounds and movements.
As Simon started moving, the noises Cass was making were a cross between moans and whimpers, her fingers clutching at his arms and back and neck and anywhere else she could reach. Now she understood why Jubilee had constantly told her that she should have sex.
Jubilee could be a little pushy but she just wanted everyone to have fun, omg! Simon groaned again, still moving slowly. He wanted to blow Cass’s mind and he had the patience to take it slow. He kissed her, grinning against her lips.
Cass though wasn’t quite as patient as Simon and she wrapped one leg around his waist in an attempt to meet his thrusts and clenched her muscles around him again. She attempted to kiss him back as she did so, but it wasn’t as good as it could have been otherwise.
That seemed to make Simon move faster, needfully and needy and with a great deal more urgency. He kissed her heatedly, groaning Cass’s name. He wanted release, needed release, but still wanted to feel her release, if he could at all help it.
Cass wasn’t going to last much longer, she could already feel her orgasm approaching. Her fingers dug into his skin as her toes curled and she moaned his name against his lips as she kissed him back. When her orgasm did finally wash over her, her back arched and she tossed her head back, a loud moan escaping her lips as her body tightened around him again.
It was a really hot thing to watch and even hotter to experience, even for someone with the variety and depth of experience as Raven. This feeling of control pushed her over the edge and she shuddered, crying out Cass's name in Simon's voice, jerking his hips against hers until he couldn't move any more.
It was like nothing Cass had ever felt before and as her orgasm, slowly, started subsiding, she tried to catch her breath, her chest rising and falling rapidly as her heart felt like it would never slow down again, “W...wow….” Was all she was able to say as she brought a hand up to run through his hair lightly. If she’d known just how good sex was, she might have done it sooner, but for the moment she was glad that she’d waited.
Simon grinned at her. “That was pretty fantastic. You’re perfect, you know that?” He petted a hand through her hair, and briefly considered his options. In a way ‘how badly do I want to break her heart.’
Cass smiled and lifted her head to kiss him softly, “You are too.” She dropped her head back down to the pillow, a smile still upon her lips. She wondered what Jubilee was going to say later when she told her, but figured it’d be some sort of high noise and that made her laugh softly.
He pulled back with a groan and sat on the edge of the bed. “Well, I’m not entirely perfect.” A rippling effect moved over his skin and where it passed, he changed. Blue skin and a woman’s curves, with a shock of red hair and brilliant yellow eyes. “Now I am.”
Her grin was white as pearls.
Cass had no idea what he meant as he spoke and moved, but as he started to change, her eyes widened and she sat there, staring as Simon became a woman. Technically she could have drop kicked the woman who was now sitting across from her, but Cass was too in shock to do anything else, but pull the blanket up over her chest just before she screamed.
Mystique had time to blow her a kiss before Jubilee burst into the room. "what---- OH FUCK NO YOU BITCH."
There was an explosion of fireworks and light and Mystique was blown through the window. She hit the railing on the balcony hard enough to break it and tumbled into the snow two stories below.
Jubilee was already following, dropping down with ease, but Mystique was already gone. The vampire's eyes turned red and she sniffed around, teeth sharpened to points. "The fuck..." She couldn't pick up her scent!
Cass didn’t know what she would have done had Jubilee not come in when she did and had she not been in shock from Simon changing, she might have wondered just how long her friend had been home. Anyone else probably would have gotten up to get dressed or something once Jubilee had blasted the woman out of the window, but Cass just sat there, clutching the blanket to her chest, her heart racing as she tried to make sense of what had just happened.
Jubilee hopped back up to the balcony and came in through the wrecked window. She rushed over to Cass. "Are you okay? What happened? Did she hurt you? I'm gonna beat the snot out of that bitch!"
Cass looked up as Jubilee came back in, tears in her eyes, her legs pulled up against her chest now, “It...she was….I thought she was Simon…” She didn’t know whether the woman had done something to Simon or if she’d been pretending to be him this whole time, but why would she have done that to her? Everything had happened so fast that Cass hadn’t realized she was the same woman from the bar that night; after all, she hadn’t been blue then.
"Your guy?" She sat on the bed, close enough to comfort and far enough away to allow Cass some space if she needed it. "That was...she's a bad guy from my dreams. The blue chick. She can make herself look like anyone but usually people like me can smell her like a mile away but I couldn't..."
Cass nodded, running a hand through her messy black hair, “Why….why would she do that to me? Why would she….oh god. We….” Suddenly everything that had happened since her and Simon had gotten to the condo made her feel dirty and she instantly regretted it all, “I….I need to take a shower.” However, she didn’t move from her spot on the bed, unsure if her legs could actually hold her at that moment.
Jubilee swallowed, then picked Cass up like she was weightless. "Lets get you cleaned up. I didn't think she was even...she likes..messing with people. Or maybe you did something to piss her off..."
The smell of Cass's blood was noticeable and she licked her lips. Definitely needed to get Cass cleaned up before tonight got even more traumatic.
Cass only just flinched as Jubilee picked her up, but she quickly reminded herself that Jubilee was her friend. She wasn’t going to hurt her. And it wasn’t as if Jubilee had never seen her naked, after all, it was Jubilee who had, had to help Cass earlier in the year when she’d gotten hurt, “What could I have done to her? I’ve never met her before.” If she’d realized she was the same woman that Jubilee had pushed her towards at the club then she would have had an idea of why she’d targeted her, but right now that night was the farthest from her mind.
“I dunno. She’s like...she coulda been anyone. Anyone you pissed off at the gym?” She turned the shower on and helped Cass inside, not caring that she got soaked.
She shook her head as the hot water washed over her, her hair falling into her face, the water mixing with her tears, “I didn’t. God, Jubilee, how could I be so stupid? I actually thought a guy liked me, but all he….all she wanted….” It didn’t make any sense; why she would just prey on Cass to have sex with her, but there was no other explanation. She’d changed back right after they’d had sex so what was she supposed to think?
"Shit. Cass, this doesn't mean you aren't... desirable or wanted or worth something." She handed over a towel. "Mystique is crazy. She's a crazy bitch who messes with people because it's fun. She's probably fucked a bunch of other people in disguise too just 'cause she can."
That didn’t exactly make Cass feel any better, “But why me? Why would she do this to me?” She took the towel, but didn’t do anything with it. She was still too shocked by what had happened and regretting everything that had happened.
"I don't know, I don't know, I'm sorry but I'm gonna find out." She hugged Cass, and rocked her.