Obi-Wan is aging surprisingly well (obi1) wrote in valarlogs,
Maybe that would have been a quick solution to Obi-Wan's problem as well, but he wasn't capable of considering it. He'd gone two years--two years--without sex of any sort. Any sort. And while his mind hand never reached saintly purity, tonight was the first time he'd given himself a scare. He hadn't enjoyed it at all.
He carried his own plate to the sink and started to clean up. And that's when it just came out. "I had a terrible thought. About Kitty. I... was keyed up, on adrenaline. It just slipped in. I feel... like shite."