Obi-Wan is aging surprisingly well (obi1) wrote in valarlogs,
The trouble was, that once Obi-Wan got to the mirror, he couldn't stand the sight of himself. He turned away, jaw clenched tightly enough to fracture, knowing for sure that there were not one, not two, but three people in this godforsaken world that he cared about. Was having friends supposed to feel so excruciatingly painful? No wonder he'd spent so many years looking for a fix to anesthetize himself to this. He certainly was no friend to any of them: putting a dear old woman in danger, dragging a young girl into a den of evil, begging a man who actually had scruples to cast them aside... all for the sake of his inability to discern right from wrong.
And now, there was no way out.
The bell rang.
And Obi-Wan, surprisingly even to him, found himself walking to the door to watch. Loras deserved that much, at least.