And that alone made her bite her lip hard. She feels horrible for even mentioning it. It was a stupid thing to ask... And she may very well be beating herself up on the inside.
She shook her head. "It's... fine, forget I asked." And the mood was pretty much ruined for her. At least for now. "I shouldn't have mentioned it, forgive me for not being understanding enough." She stood up and walked out of the bedroom to sit on the couch.
Emotions were not one of her strong points, at least when it came to her own. She could show compassion, affection... towards people she cared about. As a friend, not as a lover. When it came to emotions that made her this fuzzy headed, she'd tend to close off.
She pulled the throw blanket over her, even covering her head and made herself as small as possible. Sure, she'd been the one to fully accept everything Haruka had to offer when it came to the gender issues. And now she feels horribly selfish.
She wants the feel of skin to skin, of dragging her nails down to her hips from her shoulders, and back. She shook her head softly, biting her lip again to the point she may very well be tasting blood.