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Tweak says, "clear eyes full hearts"

Kaioh Michiru (mirroroftheseas) wrote in valarlogs,
@ 2012-06-09 10:14:00

Entry tags:

!complete, kaioh michiru (sailor neptune), tenoh haruka (sailor uranus)

Who: Kaioh Michiru and Tenoh Haruka
What: Talking!
When: Ten minutes after their texts in this.
Where: Michiru's flat.
Rating: MA, most definitely MA! Language, sex, genderqueer issues, mixed pronoun usage... basically, if you're easily confused, you might want to give this a miss.
Status: Complete!

Michiru didn't like this, it was not something she ever thought she'd wanted. Sex was one thing, emotion was another completely.

She tossed her phone on her bed and laid down on the couch. She stood up after maybe a minute and grabbed the bottle of wine from the fridge and poured herself a glass. She took a sip, heading out to lean over the rails of the balcony.

When she looked down, she saw Haruka's car pull up, and her step out, rushing into the building. she sighed and went over to sit down. If Haruka wanted to come in on her own, she wouldn't complain, but she wouldn't say much of anything.

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swordoftheskies
2012-06-09 04:33 pm UTC (link)

If questioned about it, Haruka would completely deny that she'd rushed inside. True, she moved faster than most people naturally, but that didn't mean anything - that was just who she was.

She let herself in, slightly hesitant about this whole thing. It'd started so simply, and then... well, the confusion had set in. Was it just because Michiru was the only woman who knew who she truly was? Or was it something deeper? She had no idea.

"Michiru-san?" The honorific had returned, largely because she had no idea who could be listening. "If you didn't want to see me, I'm sorry, but... I needed to see you."

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mirroroftheseas
2012-06-09 04:42 pm UTC (link)

"Why did you need to see me?" Didn't dare turn to face her. "I can help you, if you're here for it." Focusing on the sex part made it to where she didn't have to think about the emotions.

She took a sip of her wine to distract her. Why did she even feel this way. Sure Haruka was handsome, and sweet, and charming, and amazing, and kind, and caring, and...

But that didn't mean she had to fall for her! And yet, she was falling hard.

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	swordoftheskies 2012-06-09 04:48 pm UTC (link)
	Haruka sighed, running a hand through her hair. "It's not that. I... can't explain it, and I'm sorry, and... you can always just hit me and tell me to go away." This was entirely Meetra's fault. Damn her and her ways of making her think about things... she'd been enjoying the mindless sex, dammit! Emotion didn't have to come into things... (Reply to this)

	mirroroftheseas 2012-06-09 04:52 pm UTC (link)
	"Do whatever you want." She still wouldn't dare look at her. This was confusing and she was going to kill Meetra the next time she saw her. which would be thursday, yay! She tensed her shoulders a few time, tipping her head to stretch her neck. Emotions were hard, especially since the last time she put her emotions into things, she got hurt horribly. (Reply to this)

	swordoftheskies 2012-06-09 04:59 pm UTC (link)
	Well, there was no time like the present. Haruka bit her lip and came over, moving slowly and just to lean over the railing of the balcony. "I want to... stay here for a little while, I guess." If Michiru kept avoiding looking at her, it wouldn't be pleasant, but... she had some hope that'd pass. She'd had good luck with her beforehand, so maybe it'd carry on. (Reply to this)

	mirroroftheseas 2012-06-09 05:05 pm UTC (link)
	Michiru did manage to look up, if only for the fact it might help ground her feelings. She stood up after setting the glass down and gently placed a hand over her hand. She felt a sudden wave of deja vu at that, like she's done this simple gesture before. "I..."Bit her lip, unsure of what to actually say (Reply to this)

swordoftheskies
2012-06-09 05:09 pm UTC (link)

She wasn't the only one with a sudden sense of deja vu. Haruka shrugged it off as a result of how little sleep she'd gotten in the past few days, gently entwining her fingers with the other woman's.

"I think we're stuck with each other." Or, at very least, they would be until Michiru inevitably took offence at something or other she'd done - it'd happened in the past, and Haruka had no doubt it'd happen again.

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	mirroroftheseas 2012-06-09 05:17 pm UTC (link)
	"I can't be that great a person to be paired up with."gently squeezed her hand, biting her lip. She pushed a bit closer to her, resting her head on her shoulder. It was strange, this felt right... Familiar. But she didn't know why. (Reply to this)

swordoftheskies
2012-06-09 05:25 pm UTC (link)

The closeness was strangely nice. The sense of completion it gave her was even stranger - she'd been this close to other girls before, but none had ever made her feel quite like this.

"You can put up with me. The real me. That alone makes you amazing." That she'd promised to preserve the façade made her doubly so, especially since she knew that the tabloids would tear her to shreds over something like that. "...Would you be against still keeping this fairly private?"

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	mirroroftheseas 2012-06-09 05:33 pm UTC (link)
	"Not at all, I would prefer it." Looked up at her. "But I think we can trust Meetra in knowing." This was playing hell with her nerves. Where would they go from here? She let out a little sigh and led her back inside after grabbing her glass. (Reply to this)

	swordoftheskies 2012-06-09 06:10 pm UTC (link)
	"As long as it's only her." Honestly, Haruka didn't even want their manager to know. He could have his suspicions when they turned up with marks over their necks, or when they looked at each other in certain ways, but she, at least, wouldn't give him any more on that. Largely because she was sure he'd twist it to use as publicity, which would no doubt end badly in some way. (Reply to this)

	mirroroftheseas 2012-06-09 06:18 pm UTC (link)
	"Of course..." Having the tabloids get a hold of it would be horrible. It's all they needed. She could already see it now, trying their damnedest to say they were cheating on each other, some huge fight, or suggest a pregnancy if she wore certain shirts. The media was hell. She sat on the couch and pulled her down to her level. (Reply to this)

swordoftheskies
2012-06-09 07:08 pm UTC (link)

It was almost instinctive that Haruka pulled her close. There would always be rumours, even if they kept the relationship largely secret, but at least like this it'd be far easier to deny the more insane ones.

"It'll be nice to have something more... permanent, I guess," she lightly ran her fingers through the other woman's hair. "Just don't expect me to stop flirting. I have a reputation to maintain."

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mirroroftheseas
2012-06-09 10:00 pm UTC (link)

"So long as I can call you mine at the end of the day..."Looked up to her, letting out a contented noise at her fingers in her hair. This was so very weird. She felt complete in so many ways with her, like all of it was meant to be.

She rested her head against her chest, the sound of her heartbeat soothing her more than she expected it to. After a short while she pulled away a bit. "This... Is going to be different isn't it?"

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swordoftheskies
2012-06-09 10:15 pm UTC (link)

Haruka shrugged. "Different might be an understatement. It's one thing for us to be... friends with benefits. Secret lovers is another thing altogether."

If that was what they were. She couldn't say for sure, largely due to her massive lack of experience in this sort of thing - not that she'd never been anyone's lover before, of course! It was just entirely different with Michiru, in so many different ways.

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	mirroroftheseas 2012-06-09 10:25 pm UTC (link)
	"It will definitely be an experience. "Traced her fingers down her cheek. "So, we're lovers now?" Tipped her head to the side, biting her lip. She really had no idea where to go from here. Having sex without emotions was different... Doing things with emotions might be entirely different. (Reply to this)

swordoftheskies
2012-06-09 10:32 pm UTC (link)

"I suppose?" Haruka gently tugged her onto her lap, pressing a gentle kiss against her jawline. She meant nothing sexual by it, honestly just wanting to be closer to the other woman. "Unless you don't want that..."

Honestly, whatever Michiru wanted would override her own desires. She just couldn't deny her anything... true, part of that was the public image taking hold, but most of it was genuine affection for her.

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	mirroroftheseas 2012-06-09 10:44 pm UTC (link)
	Michiru let out a contented noise, wrapping her arms around her. "I'd like it. Just you and I..."Kissed her cheek. "The world doesn't have to know." She pulled away and smiled. "What do we do now?" (Reply to this)

	swordoftheskies 2012-06-09 10:52 pm UTC (link)
	That was actually a good question. Haruka had to think for a moment, idly tracing patterns up her sides. "We do what we always do? At least in public..." She tugged her into a gentle kiss, keeping it brief. "Here, though... I think it's about time I tried to be romantic." She was capable of it, sometimes. It just didn't tend to show much. (Reply to this)

	mirroroftheseas 2012-06-09 10:54 pm UTC (link)
	Let out a contented noise into the kiss, letting out an almost whimper when she broke it. "You're actually capable of it?" Tipped her head. "I would never have guessed." She's teasing of course. "We don't have to do anything..." She looked down, brushing her hair behind her ear. (Reply to this)

	swordoftheskies 2012-06-09 11:03 pm UTC (link)
	Haruka rolled her eyes. "It's a very rare occurrence. You should feel honoured." With that, she pulled her back to that gentle kiss, lightly tangling a hand in her hair. It was part of being a gentleman, wasn't it? All she had to focus on was being gentle and keeping things above the waistline, and it'd all probably fall into place. (Reply to this)

	mirroroftheseas 2012-06-09 11:16 pm UTC (link)
	"I guess I am..."She let out a contented noise into the kiss, wrapping her arms around her neck before getting a faintly naughty idea. She pulled away and stood up. "Stay here." Trailed her hand across her shoulder and headed off to the bedroom to change into something. She locked the door so Haruka couldn't come in and follow her. (Reply to this)

swordoftheskies
2012-06-09 11:40 pm UTC (link)

Haruka arched an eyebrow, but did as told, stretching slightly as she leant back against the couch. If Michiru wanted to surprise her with something, that was her business - Meetra had rather hinted at it in the texts she'd gotten before coming, but she'd not expanded upon it.

In the poor woman's defence, she'd likely been terribly traumatised. "Don't take too long in there, okay?" She'd never been a patient woman at the best of times. Especially when she was trying to figure out what her lover was doing behind closed doors.

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mirroroftheseas
2012-06-09 11:46 pm UTC (link)

It took her only a few minutes to get changed, but once she did, she looked at herself in the mirror. A Light yellow laced tube bikini top that was damn near see through enough to be not there as all. It matched with the smaller than a mini skirt frilled skirt, with white ruffles on the bottom and no panties at all.

She slipped on the thigh high light blue sheer stockings, the little bow choker around her neck, and the yellow and blue laced garter belt. She tied her hair up and slipped on her white shoes, her hair tied up with a white ribbon.

She nodded in satisfaction and walked out to the living room, leaning against the wall with one arm above her against it, the other playfully lifting the edge of the skirt to give a tease to the fact she wasn't wearing anything under.

Smirked. "You like, Haruka?" Gave a very lustful bite of her lips, batting her eyes once.

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	swordoftheskies 2012-06-09 11:53 pm UTC (link)
	Haruka's jaw may have dropped. She got to her feet, trying to disguise the sheer want in her eyes, and pulled her into a fierce kiss. She'd never been all that good with words... and at least here, she had an appropriate physical reaction. This woman would honestly be the death of her one of these days. Somehow, she couldn't bring herself to care that much. (Reply to this)

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