Literally Pirateninja (![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} shadowcat) wrote in ![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/community.gif){kind=small} valarlogs,@ 2013-08-22 22:43:00 |
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who: Kitty and Rikku
What: Kitty announced she's going to wrestle in oil, and they have a serious relationship talk. Kind of
When: Last Friday
Where: Rikku's house
Status: complete
Rating: PG-13
Kitty phased through Rikku’s door, carrying a basket full of snacks as well as some news she wasn’t sure her girlfriend was going to take well. Or maybe she would. Things were still new!
“Rikku? You in? I let myself in!”
“I’m in my bedroom!” Rikku was wearing her PJs still because it was lounging around the house time. She couldn’t help but hop up and run to Kitty. “I had dreams. I think I had weird dreams, like everyone else talks about!”
Kitty kissed her and put the basket down. “More about that sea monster? Or something different?” She’d been reliving her life again. Just drastically different.
LIke dating motherfucking Spider-man.
“Yeah, I dreamed I was trying to save my cousin Yunie from sacrificing herself to kill the sea monster.” Rikku wrinkled her nose.
“..did you?” Kitty took a step back to look at Rikku, eyes wide with concern.
Rikku shook her head. “I don’t know. Yunie there is like Yunie here. She’d do anything to help people. It’s scary.”
“Scary? She sounds like a really good person.” Kitty reached for Rikku’s hand. “Some people just want to save the world.”
“It’s scary for me wanting to help her. It’s hard.” Rikku nibbled her lower lip. “It’s scary because I want to keep her safe!”
“And you’re not sure you’re going to be able to keep her safe?” Kitty kissed Rikku’s fingers, looking up at her with her big brown eyes. “But you being there to help her, that’s a wonderful thing, isn’t it? Sometime it’s not the action but the wanting to act.”
“I tried to kidnap her so she couldn’t complete her pilgrimage,” Rikku chuckled. “Basically, I tried to stop her. I didn’t let her know it was me, though.”
“Oh.” Kitty snerked, and sucked on a finger tip. “How did she react?”
“Dunno yet, haven’t dreamed that far.” Rikku let her eyes flutter shut.
“I’m sorry.” She sucked on another finger. “If it’ll make you feel better I’ll be wrestling some other girls in baby oil tomorrow?”
Rikku blinked. “Oh? Who?” It didn’t make her feel better, but it didn’t make her jealous, either. Wrestling wasn’t exactly cunnilingus, and it wasn’t sexy for anyone but the people watching.
“Some friends of mine, mostly. Most of them are sexier than me.”
“I don’t think there’s anyone in the world that is.” Rikku shook her head. “Do you want me to come?”
“Sure! Hopefully I come out of it smelling like roses.” Kitty moved her lips to RIkku’s wrist. “It’s for charity.”
“Were you scared to tell me or something?” Rikku blinked, confused.
“Didn’t know how you’d feel about the idea of me getting mostly naked and slippery with other women.”
“It’s wrestling, not shagging.” Right?
Kitty laughed. “It’s just wrestling. The wrestling is for fun and charity. The only person...” And Kitty picked Rikku up and planted her on a table. “that I want to shag is you.”
“That’s what I figured the - EEP.” Rikku flailed when she was picked up. “Gosh, how much do you bench?”
Kitty smiled smuggly at Rikku. “More than you’d think, less than I’d like. Considering how much training I do? And you weigh like 50 pounds.”
“I do not weigh fifty pounds! At least ninety, thank you.” Rikku stuck out her tongue, but she was grinning.
She planted a hand on one of Rikku’s breasts and squeezed. “Half that weight is this here.”
That made Rikku giggle again. “And there’s not much of those either.” She wrinkled her nose. “Brother always jokes that I should get implants.”
“No...” Kitty shook her head vigorously. “I love them just the way they are. You’re perfect the way you are. Beautiful and hot and sexy and smart and you always taste like awesome...”
Rikku smiled and pulled Kitty closer, kissing her gently. “You’re so gonna win, you know.”
“Yeah... Totally gonna win. Even though I’m not really a wrestler.” She winked at Rikku and pulled the girl’s legs around her waist as she deepened the kiss. “You should be a controlled substance. Or maybe I just have an addictive personality.”
“That second one,” Rikku grinned. “So, when do I get to meet your family? Want to see what I made them?”
Kitty swallowed nervously. “Well we could do dinner next week? I still haven’t met yours either. They’ll probably hate me.”
“Nah. Pops will just be glad you’re not a moron and you have a job and stuff, and Brother will be confused. He’ll probably ask you how sex works.” Rikku laughed a little, wrapping her legs more firmly around Kitty’s waist. “I’ll draw him a chart.”
“I’ll get him some diagrams. One of my BFFs does lesbian porn.” Kitty shimmied her hips into Rikku’s, and stroked her fingers down the girl’s cheeks. “What about friends and family? My family isn’t blood, really. I think my dad would like you though.”
“I was just going to draw him stick figures. And Yunie and Ben just want me to be happy. They’re my cousins. You’ll love Yunie, she’s so pretty and awesome and Ben’s gorgeous but I don’t think he knows it and he’s so patient and just ... quietly wise.” They helped her slow down before she lept, helped her think instead of act.
“I’d like to meet Yunie. I’ll probably try to pay her a visit,” Kitty said, a little too gleefully. “Not sure about Ben. Guys are usually more protective.”
“Oh, you haven’t met Yunie.” Rikku chuckled. “She’s fierce.”
“Good. I like girls with attitude,” Kitty retorted, lifting her head bravely.
“Oi! No hitting on Yunie!” Rikku socked Kitty in the arm. “That’s not fair!”
Kitty threw her head back and laughed. “I’m not gonna hit on her! Okay maybe a little. I don’t want her to think I sleep around or something.”
Rikku pouted out her lower lip. “Better not. But yeah, I can see if we can arrange a thing. I just want your kids to sort of not hate me. I want to ... I don’t know, I want this to be a long term thing.” Rikku bit her lip and looked to the side. She didn’t know that joke about lesbians and U-Hauls, but she would’ve laughed if she’d heard it.
She smiled. “If you’re crazy enough to not be chased off after everything I told you, I think you’re a keeper.”
Rikku blinked. “What’s so bad that you’ve told me?”
“How you could be hurt or tortured or worse?” Kitty said, looking anywhere but Rikku.
“But you’re my KittyKitty. What’s the worst is not having you.” Rikku blushed. “I kind of ... I don’t know, colors are more colory and things taste better and I look forward to seeing you every single day and that makes me sound super clingy but I don’t care because I really need you in my life, Kitty.” She reached out to gently tip Kitty’s face back toward hers. “I... you know.”
She flushed, feeling a sort of giddiness rush over her as Rikku gushed. About her. Rikku was gushing about her. “Well you’ve got me in your life, for as long as you’ll have me.” She pressed her lips against Rikku’s cheek, then her jaw, then her lips.
“No matter what happens to us, as long as we’re together, you know?” Rikku closed her eyes, shivering when Kitty pulled her closer. “I’m trying to go slow, but my feelings aren’t ... they won’t listen.”
“Shh,” Kitty whispered, kissing Rikku again and then nuzzling her. Her fingers started to work their way into the girl’s shirt. “I’m the last person who could look down at someone for moving fast, lover. It’s okay.”
Rikku smiled, shaking her head. “You’d probably run if you knew what I thought.” The only reason Rikku hadn’t told Kitty that she loved her was because she wasn’t sure what being in love was. But everything she’d ever read or seen or heard indicated that she was.
She smiled, before that smile moved down Rikku’s throat to her collar bone. She nipped there, leaving a mark. “Try me?”
“I’m going to end up falling in the thing with you if I’m not already ‘cause I don’t know if I am but I could be but at the very least I’m on my way.” It all came out in a woosh.
“The thing?” Kitty knelt down, pushing Rikku’s shirt up and licking along a rib. She kissed back along the path she’d made. Then it was like a brake squealing and she sat up straight. “Thing.”
Rikku just blushed. “Sorry?”
“Rikku...we barely know one another...Not that I’m the best person to talk when it comes to that. But I think….” She worried at her lower lip. “I think that’s a thing that’s really possible but I don’t wanna mess it up.”
“Well, that’s why I said I’m going to end up there! I’m not there now but I will be someday and you won’t hate me for it?” Rikku bit her lower lip and looked down.
Kitty lifted her hands to Rikku’s face, and stroked her cheeks with her hands. “Why would I hate you for it?”
“Because you’re scared and you worry and all I want to do is make you happy.” Rikku closed her eyes. She felt so silly and stupid and unbearably young.
“I worry because...well I’m a worry wart. I try not to be, but that’s my failing, not yours. You’re smart and sexy and so so so kind and I feel so much...joy just being around you. I want to soak it all up.” And she did worry about that. That that was all she wanted. She didn’t really believe that.
“So let’s just do that. We’ll probably fall in love eventually, but we’ll just let it happen, and I’m not scared of it if you don’t think you’ll leave me.” Rikku stroked Kitty’s cheek. “I want us to be together for a long time. I can’t see me not wanting you.”
“I just don’t want to hurt you, or suck up all the happy and joy that you bring everywhere you go,” Kitty admitted.
“You can suck something else?” Rikku giggled, falling over. She couldn’t help it.
Kitty got her back by sinking back down and leaving a great big hickey on Rikku’s thigh, with a complete devil of an expression on her face.
Rikku just squealed, flailing her free leg and batting her hands in KItty’s hair. “Eeeee, KityKitty noooo!”
Laughing, Kitty pinned Rikku’s legs down on the table. Or counter. Or where-ever, it didn’t really matter. “I’m having a craving…Don’t be nervous, RIkku.” She looked up at her, eyebrows raised.”
“Oh god, are you a vampire?” Rikku raised her eyebrows.
“No, but one of my friends was for awhile.” She nuzzled Rikku’s leg. “I have a craving for you.”
That just made Rikku go bright red. “Oh?” She ducked her head a little, biting her lower lip.
“Yes.” Kitty lifted up Rikku’s shirt and pressed her lips against the girl’s belly button. Then she blew a raspberry.
Rikku flailed, flapping her arms and falling right off of the counter in a peal of laughter. “Ow, you made me break my ass!”
Giggling, Kitty sank down next to her and kissed her tail bone. “I’ll kiss it better?”
Sighing, Rikku rolled over to kiss her girlfriend. “We’re totally dating. That’s so awesome.”
Kitty pulled Rikku in close. “We’re dating. Which means I get to drag you to dinner. In a dress.” She grinned, and it was an evil grin.
“I own dresses.” Rikku stuck out her tongue.
“Sexy dresses?” Kitty waggled her eyebrows.
“I don’t know. Don’t think so.” Rikku shook her head. “I don’t do sexy often.”
“Maybe classy. I think you could pull off classy. I just want to…” Kitty trailed off and shrugged. “Impress you. I like going out, sometimes. Not all the time. Neither of us are those kind of people. But every once in awhile is nice.”
“Well, let me get dressed up.” She smiled and stood up, wincing a little when the bruise on her bottom started to move.
Kitty grinned. “you want to go now, or just playing dress up for me?”
“Just dress up. Unless you want to go now. I don’t mind either way, as long as you’re here. Will you spend the night?” Rikku really wanted to sleep next to Kitty.
“Dress up is fine.” Kitty trailed her fingers down Rikku’s arm. “I really, really want to. But I think I need to be the responsible adult with kids.” She chewed her lip. “But I can lay with you for a few hours…Even if that’s all we do.”
“That’s what I meant.” Rikku smiled. “You want to slow down.” Not a question, an observation on Rikku’s behalf.
“God, I don’t...want to slow down,” she replied, blushing. “But ..you know..kids are back, I can’t be out to all hours like I’d like to..”
“Oh, I didn’t know they were back or I wouldn’t have asked!” Rikku’s eyes went wide. “How are they?”
“Sad to be back. Happy too. They forgot Alicia had been a thing so that’s good, you just have to worry about being compared to their sister.” Kitty chuckled nervously.
“They’re going to do that, but after a while, they’ll realize I’m different.” Kitty looked sad, so Rikku kissed her on the chin. “I bet they’re excited for school to start soon. Are you taking them shopping?”
“Yeah. I’m looking forward to it.” She grinned at Rikku. “Doing some mundane stuff should be fun. I keep thinking I’ll hang up the hero costume, but I know I won’t. So I’ll take what I can get.”
“Maybe one night I can help you guys make dinner or something.” Rikku beamed and bounced off to her closet to go try on dresses.
Kitty followed her with her eyes, and then with her body, grinning all the way. She decided this was going to be a good thing, and the fatalistic part of her could shove it.