Literally Pirateninja (shadowcat) wrote in valarlogs, @ 2013-08-08 22:58:00 |
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Entry tags: | !complete, kitty pryde (shadowcat), rikku |
A normal life is not something that I'm supposed to have.
Who: Kitty and Rikku
When: 8/2
What: A date!
Rating: Pg-13 for adult situations and discussing torture
Where: Rockies
Status: complete
Kitty had sent Rikku some simple instructions. ‘Dress up.’ She left it up to the blonde girl to figure out what that meant. For herself, she’d picked out a pretty damn short skirt that was still classy, and a blouse with a flowing neckline. She even had on some makeup and jewellry. She was nervous when she knocked on the door.. Which was crazy - usually Kitty was the one in a rush to rip clothing off.
Rikku had worn a cute hot pink miniskirt with some fishnets that she liked. Her top was sheer lime green and see-through, and she wore her best black bra underneath on purpose. Her hair was scrunched appropriately, and she had on her favorite stompy boots. Her goggles were amiss for one of the rare times in her life.
She was gaping, mouth hanging open, before she pulled Rikku close and kissed her. She was smudging her strawberry lipgloss and she didn't care. When she broke the kiss, she took a step back and grinned at her. "You look hot."
Grinning when the kiss was over, Rikku bit her lower lip and helped Kitty fix her lipgloss with a thumb. “So do you. Do we have to go anywhere?” Sex in a foyer was a great idea.
"Yeah, we do. I have this whole picnic planned...under the stars remember? Besides." She gestured behind her. "I didn't bring my bike. Or my truck. I have another ride in mind."
Their hair ruffled from a stiff breeze. From above. A light appeared behind Kitty as a hatch opened seemingly in the air. It bathed her in light, framing her body and making her hair glow.
Rikku cocked her head to the side. “YOU HAVE ACCESS TO CLOAKING TECH?” It was a whisper, but quite loud and on the flaily side of quiet.
Kitty nodded, and the jet shimmered briefly into view before fading again. Then she took Rikku's hand and started to float them up towards the door. "On loan. I won't tell if you won't tell."
“Of course I won’t tell, she’s gorgeous!” Rikku immediately went to the controls, fawning over the jets many technologies.
She snuggled up behind Rikku, kissing her ear, then slipped into the pilot's seat. "Be my co-pilot while I take us up?"
“Of course!” Rikku had done a lot of flight sims when she was bored; sometimes living on bases had their advantages.
She rubbed Rikku's leg, then pulled back on the yolk. "Just follow my lead. Scott would kill me if I let you actually drive." She winked, and then floored it. The jet shot up at a 70 degree angle, slamming them into their seats like a roller coaster.
Rikku eeped slightly. “Jeezy, ease up on the throttle, woman!” Rikku hit a few buttons, pouting out her lower lip. “I know how to fly, I can show you.” Whoever Scott was, he sounded like a douche.
Well, Scott was a douche. Kitty eased up. "Take us on the course I laid out, then. We want to catch the sunrise over the rockies."
Nodding, Rikku punched buttons and moved the controls until they were smoothly flying toward Colorado at a pace and approach that was smooth. She stuck her tongue out at Kitty anyway.
Kitty looked at her like she was suddenly very hungry, and not for food. “You really are something else...” She reached over to squeeze Rikku’s hand. “I thought about Japan but everyone seems to be going there these days. And it’s still a little...” Raw.
“Hurty? Why?” Rikku had it on autopilot, and she pulled her knees under her body, getting comfy.
"That was..gonna be our honeymoon." She hugged her legs, and rested her chin on her knees. "And..it sucks. Because I love Japan. I was trained there by Logan, I have so much love for the place...it's just so beautiful."
Rikku nodded. “I miss my friends there sometimes.” She’d lived there a solid four years. She’d always hated her father’s tendency to move her family constantly.
“We can visit sometime,” Kitty smiled at her, almost shyly. “That’s different.” She belatedly thought she might be flashing Rikku with her panties and moved her feet back to the ground. “Sneak in, sneak out.”
“Sneaking into a base will be way easier with you around, yeah.” Rikku beamed, then adjusted for turbulence before smiling at Kitty again. “Your life’s been hard, huh.”
"Never used to be, until I started dreaming. I mean... I graduated college when I was 18, I lived in London and Chicago and then moved out here. I discovered I was bi...and then I started dreaming. Horrible things. Terrible ones. But really good ones too. Beautiful places and adventures...and I've been told again and again I'm not that person in my dreams..."
She shook her head. "But I can't..dream about being another person, and not become her, more or less."
Rikku smiled a little sadly. “I’ve been having those sorts of dreams too.”
“Like the sea monster thing?” Kitty slipped out of the chair and then into Rikku’s lap. She threaded her arms around Rikku’s neck. She started to kiss it.
“Yeah, it kills everything. They call it Sin, it ... wipes out whole villages, whole towns. So everyone’s always scared of dying. And Pops is in my dreams too, he’s trying to unite my people.” Rikku sighed at the kissing to her neck, but her eyes were sad just thinking about Sin.
"Sin huh? Shades of religosity." Kitty shugged her tightly. It sounded like something that was almost a little familiar. Rikku's sadness was making her sad. "Are there happy things? Any happy thing at all?"
Rikku bit her lower lip. “I helped salvage machines with my family. They were banned by the temples, so we did it in secret. Those were fun, we got on boats and swam underwater and I didn’t need to come up for air at all.”
Kitty blinked, then did a very good impression of a fish. Son of a bitch. She lifted her head and stroked at Rikku's hair. She was pretty sure she'd started at Rikku's ass the first time she'd played at that game and didn't even know it. And god, her outfit in the second one.
And she couldn't even tell Rikku it was going to get a lot more fucked up.
"That sounds really awesome, Rikku."
Snuggling closer, Rikku smiled. “They’re just dreams. They won’t change who I am, even if I get neat powers or something. I’m just Rikku.” She cupped Kitty’s cheek and kissed her lightly. “Though I’d like to get neat powers so I can protect you.”
“You can just build things to protect me.” She felt her lips tingle at the kiss, and nuzzled her nose against Rikku’s. “You know, my … well I guess he’s my second boyfriend? First crush. Was really protective. Too much so. I guess I always try to avoid needing that...but maybe sometimes I need that.”
“Everyone needs a little help. See, the way I see it, you’re the pilot of your life, and I’m the co-pilot! I know you can fly the engine, but if you need help or something, I’m there for you.” The petite blonde cupped Kitty’s cheeks. “It’s your life, KittyKitty. I just like being in it.”
“We’re almost there,” Kitty murmured, leaning into kiss Rikku again. She closed her eyes, wanting to make the moment last. And the next moment and the next moment, until the plane landed.
“Mmhm,” Rikku agreed, kissing Kitty gently. Something inside Rikku guessed that Kitty needed more gentle.
She did. She kissed Rikku tenderly, then unfolded herself from Rikku. “Going to let it go down on autopilot or do you want to do the honors? Ever landed a VTOL?”
“We can let it down on autopilot,” Rikku smiled. “I’m not as good as landing as I am at flying. Just need more practice.”
Kitty moved her hand to the console and punched some buttons, then hugged onto RIkku again. She let herself get lost in Rikku’s scent. “There we go.”
Rikku just liked cuddling, and she snuggled closer into Kitty. “I like you. You’re warm.”
It made Kitty smile. She wasn’t even in any hurry to get out of the plane and have the picnic. She could just hold onto Rikku like this, and cuddle her. “You make me warm.” So warm. She wanted to cradle and cherish her forever.
“Only because you’re a hornball, but I am too, so that works.” Rikku didn’t mean it as something derogatory; she just wanted to tease Kitty. Which was why she kissed her cleavage, looking up as innocently as she could muster.
Kitty’s heart did a flip straight into her throat. “I’m sure I’ll grow out of it eventually...” She was joking, mostly, and the teasing made her want to giggle like a school girl.
Which planted a very interesting mental thought in her head, involving cosplay.
“Don’t, that means I’ll have to grow out of it too.” Rikku nipped lightly before sitting up straight. “And I’m only nineteen, I don’t want to have to grow out of it yet.”
She winced a little, reminded of their age gap. It wasn’t the biggest age gap Kitty had ever been a part of. Not much more than her and Piotr or her and Xi’an, and less than her and Pete. Less than her and Alicia too, if she thought about it. “...You know, usually I’m the younger one.” She ran her hands down Rikku’s sides.
“I can pretend I’m older.” Rikku scrunched up her face. “Blah blah taxes. You and your music, youth of today!” Shaking a fist, Rikku couldn’t keep it up and she cracked up, tugging Kitty down into another kiss.
“You’re nuts,” Kitty declared, her laughter cut off into a soft ‘mmmm’ when Rikku kissed her. “You’re amazing. I don’t deserve this...”
“Deserve what? A grumpy not-old not-man for your girlfriend and not-boyfriend?” Rikku let her hands run up Kitty’s back, up her shirt and letting her palms rest there. “I like how warm you are, seriously, you’re like a space heater.”
Kitty let out a ragged breath at the hand on her back. It was cool, which helped with her fevered feeling skin. She moved her lips to Rikku's neck, then kissed along her jaw. "Someone so wonderful and sweet and barely legal."
“There’s gross magazines dedicated to it. Shouldn’t you be more happy and less guilty?” Rikku sighed contentedly. It was probably weird to want to lose one’s virginity in an airplane, right?
It wasn't wierd. Kitty had lost dream!hers in an airplane. She pulled Rikku's ear close and sucked on her earlobe. Then she murmured. "Still gonna be guilty. Like I'm taking advantage. But I just want to feel good things again."
Rikku blinked, leaning backward a bit when she could. “But you’re not. I might be younger than you, but I’m stubborn, and I know what I want. I picked you.” She folded her arms. “Taking advantage of me implies you’re hoodwinking me or something.”
"You pick me, Pikachu?" Kitty laughed and leaned back in the chair to really give Rikku a once over. "I don't think I hoodwinked you, but I'll people some people will think I did."
“You’re not a Pikachu, for one, he’s a boy. And let them think that you did. I know you didn’t, so there. If anything, I think I kinda seduced you.” Rikku shrugged.
"I like being seduced," she admitted, flushing and ducking her head. "I like the feel of being wanted. I used to think I was so plain. I've gotten better at that though."
“You’re not plain, you’re awesome and you’re gorgeous. You’ve got boobs and hips and a great smile and legs.” Rikku actually thought she was the plain one.
"..I got legs?" Kitty tilted her head. That was one thing she'd never thought she'd had. Sure, she might look at Jean or Ororo's breasts and be envious but hers were pretty impressive themselves.
"Well I'm wearing a short skirt so you're biased."
“I have stubby little legs,” Rikku shrugged. “And I’m wearing a short skirt too, so hush.”
“Your legs are smooth and they have muscle definition,” Kitty retorted, hands dropping to Rikku’s thighs. “And you have the most amazing ass.” Yes. She said it. ASS.
“Of course they’re smooth, I sha - really?” That made Rikku giggle. “Must be all the crouching under stuff while I build it.”
Kitty grinned, rubbing her fingers until the tips were within the hem of Rikku's skirt. Her voice was thick. "You're sexy and don't let anyone tell you different."
“I won’t let anyone else tell me since I’m dating you and that’d be weird.” Rikku smiled, wrapping her legs around Kitty’s waist.
Breath catching, Kitty planted her face in what cleavage Rikku had. One simple act and Rikku had managed to flick several switches at once. She fluttered her lips in little kisses.
“Should we slow down?” Rikku obviously didn’t want to, but some stupid, annoying part of her was trying to be responsible.
"Do you want to?" She lifted her head to peer into Rikku's eyes. Her own were big brown pools of emotion and desire and a little bit of fear.
“God, no, but I don’t want to hurt you. I kinda want this to last, and um.” Rikku giggled nervously. “I don’t want to hurt you while you’re hurting.”
"Damn it." Kitty lifted a hand to thread through Rikku's hair, tugging her down and kissing her to help alleviate their nerves. Her fingers loosened the blonde's hair and she got distracted by the silky softness.
Rikku loved her hair being played with, and she purred appreciatively, running her fingers up and down Kitty’s arms, barely touching her and smiling when she brought out goosebumps.
"God," Kitty breathed. She squeezed her eyes shut as she broke the kiss. Before her hormones started to take over she breathed. "Okay..okay...there's something I need to tell you and I should have before but...it's something that happens around me and...well I told you what happened to Xi'an, right, but I didn't tell you why my last girlfriend left. And you really need to know if we're going to have...this... what we're doing tonight. If you still want to."
“Of course I do, I’m more worried about you.” Kitty was so pretty in the light, and Rikku hopped up to sit down in the cargo bay. “C’mon, let’s talk.” She moved to hop down and sit, legs modestly to her side.
"Want to go outside?" Kitty asked, gesturing to the picnic basket. It was a little over seventy outside. She got out of the chair and knelt in front of Rikku.
“Not really, I kind of want to pounce on you.” Rikku laughed as she looked at Kitty, biting her lower lip. “But we can, if you want to.”
"I have blankets. I promised under the stars, didn't I? This isn't the mile high club. Well it is technically since we're in the rockies..." Kitty laughed nervously, and sat down in front of Rikku. She belatedly realized she was showing off everything and adjusted her legs more modestly.
"I still want to. But first. Storytime. So I was dating this woman with...tits as big as your head, really. We had about equal sexual appetites which was nice. But then...well ... some people got possessed, and she was one of them. And the person possessing her did terrible things to me and a friend. And after that I... well I forgave her, it wasn't her fault, but she couldn't remember much, and she didn't want to talk about it, at all. And she was the one person I needed to talk to about it...because I wanted to be able to look at her without phantom pains or breaking into a sweat."
She dug her nails into her legs. "And then she took a job in Germany and left, because she couldn't deal with the crazy in this county. I can't even...I just buried it."
And if that didn't chase Rikku off, Kitty decided she was going to keep her.
“That’s not your fault, though.” Rikku blinked. “The possession or her not wanting to talk about it either. How will she get over it if she doesn’t talk to you? That’s just stupid.” Rikku looked down. “And weird things happen here, with or without me dating you, Kitty. I’ve learned that much by being online. If some of them are terrible, I figure we can cry about it together and eat ice cream in a blanket fort or something. But I promise, I’m not going anywhere. Even if we broke up. I’ve moved around too much in my life, I’m going to stay here until I decide for a lot of really good reasons to leave, and that won’t be any time soon.” Rikku looked up, not liking anyone who dumped Kitty much. “Who’d be stupid enough to just - why wouldn’t she try to take you, you know?”
"She did offer to take me. But I can't leave. There's too much good for me to do still. I can't just abandon people that might need me, you know?" Kitty laughed, a little sadly. "A normal life is not something that I'm supposed to have. I can grab onto those bits of normal and those moments of happy, though. And I can make the world a better place. Besides, we just flew a thousand miles in like thirty minutes. I've seen starships, and stood alongside gods." She pulled Rikku into her lap. "And if I'd left, I wouldn't have met you. What's a little trauma compared to that?"
Okay so she still hadn't dealt with any of that, but she knew she'd be able to.
“Normal is relative, KittyKitty.” Rikku sat in Kitty’s lap happily, stroking her cheeks. “All of tonight has been normal for me. Special, but normal. I just ... I can see us being in each other’s lives for a long time and I know that probably scares you so just tell me to shut up but if anyone hurts you, so help me I will bomb them to kingdom come.” Rikku narrowed her eyes. She vaguely looked menacing.
It was kind of hot. Kitty kissed Rikku again, the fire coming straight from her belly, her hands sliding around to squeeze her rear. Her mouth moved against Rikku's. "What do you want." Then she resumed kissing her.
“You,” Rikku murmured. She cupped Kitty’s cheeks, kissing her harder. “I would’ve that one night we got off next to each other, but ... I don’t know, I didn’t want to push you.”
"I didn't want to push you either." Kitty groaned and let the kiss deepen. She phased the lime green top right off of Rikku, then the bra, tossing both aside. She wasn't going to stop now. Her course was set.
That made Rikku laugh. “Cheater!” She giggled, kissing Kitty harder, pushing her down onto her back and tugging off her top and unhooking her bra with ease. Rikku felt nervous, sure, but she wasn’t going to let that deter her. Instead of being shy, she kissed down Kitty’s neck lightly, continuing until she reached the swell of her breasts. There she paused for a moment only to get her bearings, figuring out where she wanted to kiss next, then let her fingers trail lightly.
Kitty liked it when her lover was assertive. As much as she liked being in charge, there was a huge thrill when she wasn't being dominant. She groaned, her breath shortening as Rikku's hands explored. The softness of her lips as mind-blowing. "Explore me all you want, babe...because when it's my turn I'm going to really, really enjoy myself."
Rikku smiled, letting her fingers trail between Kitty’s legs as her lips and tongue figured out where Kitty liked to be touched. She was comforted that while she herself might be really new to sex, they were new to each other as well.
It was an exploration that Kitty was eager to experience. She liked being the center of attention, and she basked and thrived on being touched. But she also wanted her hands to touch every part of Rikku, and her lips to kiss all her secret places, and when it was her turn, she made sure to draw it out and learn the younger woman's body until she was sure that Rikku was hers. She had all the time in the world.