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Taiki Kou would much rather be reading (overinfinity) wrote in valarlogs, @ 2013-06-23 22:50:00

"I couldn’t leave you alone."
Who: Taiki Kou and Lady Amalthea
What: Attempts at being intimate?
When: After these texts.
Where: Thea's place
Rating: NC-17 because, yeah, there's sex. Mild TW for very vague references to a past abusive relationship.
Status: Complete.

Amalthea didn’t mean to be like this, didn't mean for any of it to happen at all like this. They had tried sex, she had wanted to try, but the moment they got anywhere close to kissing, anywhere close to even touching any lower on her waist she panicked and pulled away. And in fear of any backlash she freaked out and told him to leave. Told him to get out.

And this morning when she woke up, the fear and panic is even worse. Throughout the texting she slowly got worse and ended up in a tiny little ball of fear of him. Well not so much him. But the concept of it. Of a guy. She wanted to be with Taiki, she loved Taiki so much... But there was still so much of what that man did in only a little under a year that it might take that long and more to come to terms with it.

She grabbed her pillow tight and hid behind it when she heard the door click open. She knew he’d come over after sending empty texts.

It’d been inevitable that Taiki would come over. He cared about Amalthea, probably more than he rightly should’ve, and that aborted attempt at sex definitely wasn’t enough to put him off... sure, she’d told him to go, but he’d understood.

It wasn’t exactly like she’d had much of a good experience with relationships in the past.

“Thea?” He wasn’t going to go into her bedroom without permission. Or anywhere, for that matter. He didn’t want to make things worse. “I couldn’t leave you alone, but... if it’s still an issue, I can go.”

“I’m sorry.... I thought I was ready. I really did. Please. I’ll do anything just don’t yell at me for it.” Crouched her head down and tried to hide into her shoulders. This was nothing pleasant and she knew that if things went down south from here she may try to bolt.

Taiki was going to do his best to keep things from going that way, then. “There’s nothing to be sorry about... I understand, Thea. Sometimes, things like that just happen...”

“No.. I... I mean.” Whimpered and started to cry again. “He... “ She took in a deep breath and just ran to him, pulling him into a strong and deep kiss, pushing her body close. Planned was scary, this felt right. She lifted a leg to slightly wrap around his thigh and wrapped her arms around his neck, on her tiptoes because he was so much taller than her.

Planned was obviously scary, and obviously not the best idea when it came to them. Taiki did try to respond as best he could to the kiss, even if there was the slightest urge, in the back of his mind, to press this issue further. They couldn’t ignore it forever, right?

When Amalthea pulled away she looked up to him. “I feel like it’s against a religion I won’t ever practice to do this, and that if he ever found out if we did he’d try and actually hurt me badly. I’m just a little scared... Not that you can’t protect me. But I don’t want you... you getting hurt because of me.”

“I’m stronger than I look, Thea. Trust me.” Taiki wasn’t about to mention the whole inexplicable genderswapping superhero thing. The more he dreamt, the longer he could hold the transformation, but it was still a very, very unstable thing. “That man will never hurt you, never be anywhere near you, ever again. You have my word.”

“I believe you.” Smiled and tugged him into another kiss whilst pulling him back to the bed. She laid on her back and pulled him on top of her and moaned because his knee by chance landed pushed against her.

Now, who said that’d been by chance? Couldn’t Taiki plan slightly ahead? At very least, the kissing was nice... very nice, even. Maybe they’d actually manage something this time...

Amalthea subconsciously rocked her hips up against his knee, moaning a little more into the kiss rather feminine and pushed her fingers into his shoulders.

That was definitely a good sign. Taiki dared to press his knee a little firmer against her, trying to keep her mostly focused on the kiss - kissing was safe, and easy, and something they could both definitely handle.

She broke the kiss and tipped her head back against the pillow. “Taiki...” It felt rather good, okay?

Even better sign! Taiki chose to hold off on anything like biting for now, instead moving to slowly kiss his way down her neck.

Amalthea let out a little feminine moan and arched her back up into his touch. “Oh... oh yes.” It felt good okay and she moved to deal with her shirt, pushing him up enough to lift it over her head. This was already further than they got last time.

Taiki certainly wasn’t going to push his luck, but... he could tell this was definitely a good start. Even if they only did more little by little, it meant that Thea was slowly getting over her issues with things like this. “You’re so beautiful...”

That’d slipped out without him even thinking about it, which was really a rarity when it came to him.

“You... Really think that, Taiki?” Blushed a soft pink and bit her lip, looking up at him with wide eyes.

Taiki couldn’t help a slight smile. “I don’t just think it. I know it.”

Amalthea let out a little squee type noise and pulled him down for a kiss before pushing him away slightly. Once away enough she slipped down her bottom clothes, panties included... this is the first time he’s ever seen her fully naked... and seen that her hair is in fact all platinum blonde. She pushed herself to leaning against the wall behind her bed and spread her legs and reached down to slightly part her folds. Only she could make this action innocent!

Only she could make any of this innocent! Taiki was doing what he could to keep from focusing entirely too much on... certain things. His pants were uncomfortable enough already! “Thea... you’re entirely sure about this?”

The blonde nodded and nervously moved to reach her hand down his pants to take a slight hold at him, smiling up to see his reaction. It felt warm and actually pleasant in her hand which was something she didn’t expect.

This wasn’t really what Taiki had expected when he’d come over, but... he certainly didn’t mind! He couldn’t help the slightest jerk of his hips, just an instinctive reaction to her touch... if she really wanted to do this? He wasn’t going to complain at all.

She really wanted to do this. She moved to pull his pants down a little and her eyes went wide. “Oh... my...” Blushing she tried to give him a little pleasure by stroking him slowly and touching down in lower places.

That was a good sign, right? Whilst Taiki definitely had experience, most of it wasn’t exactly... usual. As the occasional threesome had rather proved. He bit his lip to try and keep himself relatively under control, not wanting to scare her off by accident. “You... approve, then?”

“Y-yeah... It’s really big...” Bit her lip and stroked a tiny bit faster, having to close her legs to put some pressure down there. Doing this to him was getting to her a little, okay?

Well. Yes. Being tall did have its occasional downsides, and Taiki had always tended to see that as... one of them. Which probably made him a very, very unusual man.

He couldn’t help a low moan, which in fact sounded a little like her name, or a jerk of his hips. As inexperienced as Thea obviously was, this was actually pretty good...

“That feel good?” She asked biting her lip and stroking just a little bit faster, tightening her grip only slightly. “I... Does it? I’ve never done this before.”

And yet, she was well on the road to making Taiki lose at least some of his brain function. Funny how that worked out. “It feels pretty damn good... but I want to make you feel good too, you know.”

Amalthea let go because she felt it was the right thing to do right then and just leaned back, spreading her legs again. “I... Okay. I want you to touch me, Taiki.”

“I’ll be gentle. I promise.” With that, Taiki tugged her into a gentle kiss, slipping a hand down to just lightly tease at her clit - best to start with what was probably going to feel best!

The blonde sucked in her breathe from the kiss the moment his fingers touched her and she had to regain her thought enough to return the kiss. Holy... hell that felt great. She spread her legs a little more and jerked her hips up.

If that wasn’t a good sign, Taiki didn’t know what was. He dared to make his touch a little firmer, deepening the kiss ever-so-slightly.

Amalthea tangled both hands in his hair and rocked her hips up, groaning and trying to just tell him it was okay for him to do more.

Taiki was clearly the master of taking hints. He slipped his fingers down, lightly pressing just the one against her - this was one of those things that they just couldn’t rush, especially considering... certain endowments.

Sucked in her breath and spread her legs a little wider. She was nervous but excited. It would help if he called her beautiful and said it felt great there. The more compliments to combat the other asshole, the better.

It was a good thing that Taiki was intending on giving her as many compliments as humanly possible, then, at least until his higher thought processes gave out. Easing that single finger inside her, slowly as he could, he couldn’t help a soft moan. “Thea, you feel amazing...”

“Y-you’re just saying that...” Let out a very feminine moan, tipping her head back. Sure it was a little uncomfortable because new but... good nonetheless.

“I’m saying it because it’s true, beautiful.” It wasn’t like he was moving his finger much, if at all. He wanted to give her time to adjust, time to enjoy this. “I could never lie to you.”

It was only uncomfortable because something inside... She let out a little sigh and pushed her hips up gently to signal him to go on if he so wanted.

And Taiki wasn’t going to act on that signal until he was sure she’d adjusted. Instead, he shifted his free hand to lightly tease at her clit, keeping as still as he could. “I’m not going to rush this, Thea...”

“Taiki...” Amalthea smiled and ran a hand through her hair and bit her lip, moaning and jerking her hips up just a little.

“I love you... let me know when you’re comfortable enough, okay?” Taiki was set on this being as good for her as humanly possible. It was only right, only fair.

“I love you too... I am comfortable, Taiki. I can take a little more I think...” Trailed off and reached down to try and get him to put another finger in. “Then start moving...”

“It might hurt... and I apologise in advance.” Taiki moved to try and ease a second finger inside, watching her closely - if she flinched, he’d stop.

It did hurt, yes, but not enough to make her flinch. She focused on breathing until his finger was all the way in and closed her eyes. Once the initial discomfort subsided she smiled at him. “That feels actually rather good...”

“Is it okay if I move?” Yes, even now, Taiki was going to ask before doing anything. Better to be safe than sorry.

“Go on. I trust you, Taiki.” Smiled and shifted her hips to make things a little easier.

Alright. This... well, Taiki was still going to be gentle, unless she asked otherwise. He slowly started to move his fingers, occasionally hooking them upwards to test if he could find a certain something.

It took a little while for Amalthea to actually react, mostly because she didn’t know how. She tipped her head back and gripped into the blankets as she began to moan and gasp... And let out a little whimper when he found something amazing inside. “Ohtaiki!”

Giving in to instinct tended to be, as a rule, the best course of action. Taiki couldn’t keep himself from smirking at that whimper, just the slightest sense of satisfaction arising from it - never mind that it just made his... situation all the worse.

The blonde’s breathing became more and more shallow as she arched her back against his actions, trying to not go too insane from it all. Ugh. The man was going to drive her insane. “M-more.. Taiki please more.”

Wasn’t he allowed to drive her insane? He sped up his movements, made them a little rougher, leaning to nip at her neck. That counted as more, right?

That was just going to make it worse! Amalthea let out a whimper of both frustration and protest that it was all he was going to do. “You... Taiki please. More than just that.”

“What more do you want, beautiful?” Because hey, it could be one of many things. That was part of why sex was so... interesting.

“You...” She knew it might hurt. Knew that he was much bigger than his fingers but she wanted him.

Well. That wasn’t what Taiki had expected, considering... but he wasn’t about to turn it down. “You know that might hurt, right? My fingers are one thing, but...”

Amalthea nodded before figuring he needed verbal consent. “I do... I want this, Taiki. I want you inside of me.” Smiled.

Verbal consent was always a good thing. You couldn’t really go wrong with that. Taiki pulled his fingers out, moving to deal with his clothes properly and to grab a condom. He wasn’t putting any of this to chance, not with Thea. “I’ll be gentle. I promise.”

“You... you better be. I have long nails.” An attempt at teasing! She shifted her self and spread her legs wide as she could get them.

Ouch. Taiki chuckled softly, getting himself situated and getting the condom on. “I hope I don’t give you much cause to use them.”

He moved to just lightly press against her, not wanting to just jump straight into this. Hurting her was something he was trying to avoid.

Amalthea let out an unusual noise, a mixture of pleasure and surprise. He felt a lot bigger there than he did in her hand. Nervous as she was she reached down to help push him in a little. She stopped when things got too uncomfortable.

And Taiki, naturally, kept things as still as he could, despite how good this actually felt. Every single thing during this had to happen in Thea’s own time, not be rushed by how good things could feel for just him.

Amalthea swallowed hard and spread her legs even wider. “Does this hurt so much because you’re so big?”

Much as he didn’t want to admit that, Taiki nodded. “It’s... an unfortunate thing, I guess.”

“It’s... okay. I’m sure it will feel good eventually.” Reached up to run her fingers through his hair. “Just continue to be gentle...”

“That won’t ever change.” At least, not as long as Taiki was even remotely himself... which wasn’t going to change at all, even if the genderswap thing inappropriately kicked in. “I couldn’t live with myself if I hurt you.”

Amalthea smiled and pulled him down for a kiss, tangling a hand in his hair and just focused on the kissing for now. Kissing was safe and didn’t hurt.

Kissing definitely worked, for those two reasons alone. Taiki did what he could to respond as best as he could, completely ignoring anything below the waist for now... it was the safest option, really.

After a few minutes she reached back down to push further in and tensed, knowing he’d have to just get the next part over with. She groaned and broke from the kiss and looked up to him. “Go on... Kiss me when you do? Maybe it will distract me.”

“I’m so sorry if this hurts.” Well, there wasn’t much need for that ‘if’. It was pretty much inevitable, Taiki knew... he moved to kiss her, as passionately as he could, slowly pressing into her.

Ow! Amalthea winced and dug her nails hard into his shoulders, whimpering as the pain went through her. Sure the kiss helped but he was big and it hurt and maybe they should have done a bit more teasing?

Maybe, but it was a little late to be regretting things like that now. Taiki winced a little at that, taking it as a cue to immediately stop and focus more on the kiss than anything else. Even if they’d kept at this for hours, he kind of doubted they’d have been able to avoid the pain...

After several minutes of just kissing, Amalthea broke the kiss to smile up at him. “You can... start moving a little.” Bit her lip, still somehow managing to look a little too innocent for this. It was just part of who she was as a person. Gently, pure hearted, timid, and very caring.

“Stop me if it gets too much, okay?” Whilst Taiki did start to move, he was very, very careful to keep it slow, gentle as he could manage.

Each time he pushed inside she let out a little whimper, part of it because it did ache quite a bit. The other part because it was actually feeling quite good. Soon it was just whimpering because it felt good and the whimpers turned into little higher pitched moans. Amalthea arched her back and tipped her head further against the pillow, her legs wrapping around his hips.

That was certainly a good sign! Taiki couldn’t help but shift to nip at her neck, daring to go just the tiniest bit faster - and, to make sure it stayed mostly good for her, he slipped a hand down to tease at her clit.

Amalthea gasped, the touch to her clit making her tighten up around him just a little. “T-taiki!” Ran her hands down to hold at his hips, just to try and keep herself somewhat grounded. How could this feel so good? Was she even allowed to feel this good? Then again that was the little voice from her mother trying to take over... Something she could really do without right now.

This certainly was allowed to feel good! It was kind of the point of sex, no matter what certain people said. Taiki couldn’t help just the slightest smirk at her reaction... what, even he could feel proud of himself! “So... that feels good?”

“It feels really good... Can you go a little...” How does she describe it? She liked it the more he hit all the way back, loved the pressure it put when he was harder in? Was that the word for it? “I... Harder? I think... Or...”

That certainly worked as a way of describing it. Taiki hadn’t expected anything close to verbose during this, so... he was quick to oblige, going just the slightest bit harder, unable to help a rough moan of her name at how good this felt.

“Ah... Ah.... Ah...” Whimpered, her breathing becoming a little bit deeper as she dug her nails into his hips. “That’s... Oh...” Bit her lip and tipped her head to the side, trying not to go crazy. It felt so good, better than she expected it to and only hoped it was as good for him. She figures he’s been with more than just her. Not that it matters much, she just wants to be up there in good times like this for him.

It was definitely, definitely as good for Taiki. Sure, he’d been with other people in the past, but... that didn’t change how good this was, how incredible it was to just be with someone that he honestly loved and cared for.

He dared to go a little faster and rougher, kissing and biting at her neck just for the absolute hell of it. If he could make this as good as possible for her, he’d come out of this satisfied.

“Oh Taiki!” Shuddered and moved to wrap her arms around his neck, the rubbing to her clit just bringing her all the closer. “Oh... Ah... I...”She doesn’t know what to do, how to describe it. Does she just let it happen?

“Just let go, Thea... do what your body wants...” Taiki could assume that was what she was struggling with, at very least. Sex wasn’t the easiest thing when you were hesitant about your body’s every reaction.

“Oh... Kay.” Whimpered several times before tipping her head back and letting out a little gasp as she came. Mostly because her body doesn’t know how to react. It was amazing and her body tensed and shook, chest heaving like mad.

And that was more than enough for Taiki. He managed a few more thrusts before coming himself, a rough moan of her name escaping his lips - okay, that was actually hotter than he’d first anticipated.

Amalthea groaned and reached to run a hand though her hair. “That was... Wow.”

Shifting off her, Taiki pulled her into his arms, the slightest smile on his lips. “Yeah... wow definitely works.”</i>