Thank you for everything, Gaila. I understand you not wanting to talk about dreams that are traumatic in some way. I do hope you will eventually find a voice for such things. Please know that there will be no judgement from me about what images your brain conjures up while the rest of you is asleep.
That said, I do have questions about the things you've mentioned and hope you can take some time to answer them. Please clarify for me, you said you were on a small plane but that you could see the earth out of the window. Did it seem like a normal flight? Were you high above the ground or flying low? You mention that you are green in these dreams, is anyone else? And, I hope you can forgive me the personal intrusion, but have you ever suffered in some accident? Your dream about being trapped wouldn't have any grounding in reality, would it? I understand if you won't want to discuss details about this.