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Tweak says, "I AM JUST TOO CLOSE!"

Daisy "Skye" Johnson (playsbynewrules) wrote in valarcomm,
@ 2020-01-07 18:40:00

Entry tags:

daisy johnson (quake), jemma simmons, lomea kallig, natasha romanoff (black widow)

[Texts to Jemma]

>> Fun fact
>> Icing myself is more painful than I thought it would be

[Texts to Lomea]

>> Sorry about the radio silence
>> I've been having a hard time with these fucking Dreams recently

[Texts to Natasha]

>> Out of curiosity
>> What's your experience with Kree been?

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	needanewplan 2020-01-08 12:44 am UTC (link)
	>>And you're icing yourself because....? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	playsbynewrules 2020-01-08 12:50 am UTC (link)
	>> Because it was better than bringing our base down? >> In the Dreams >> I haven't iced myself here >> Though that's not a bad idea >> In hindsight, maybe I should've let Sif take me to Asgard (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	needanewplan 2020-01-08 12:52 am UTC (link)
	>>Right >>The dreams >>And actually it is still a bad idea >>It's been awhile since I've dreamt of all of that >>But unless she was going to take you to Asgard >>So you could better learn control >>Then no you shouldn't have let her take you (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	playsbynewrules 2020-01-08 01:00 am UTC (link)
	>> Why? >> You heard Mack >> You all need to be protected from me >> And I heard the Kree saying I was made to be a weapon of destruction >> It would be better for everyone if I wasn't on Earth (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	needanewplan 2020-01-08 01:04 am UTC (link)
	>>Because I prefer you not hurting yourself >>That's why >>Yes I did >>But you can't change your DNA >>The only reason there's any 'threat' is that you don't have control >>That's it >>Just because the Kree decided to do unethical biological experimentation >>Doesn't mean that defines who you are (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

playsbynewrules
2020-01-08 05:45 am UTC (link)

>> If it's hurting myself
>> Or hurting people I care about
>> I'll hurt myself every time to protect those I care about

>> The Kree could change DNA
>> So it's not impossible to change it
>> But what if it does?
>> I mean, all of you see me differently now
>> Because I'm an abomination
>> So therefore it does define me
>> I really don't blame any of you for not trusting me
>> I'm with Mack here
>> I should just be locked away somewhere for everyone's safety

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needanewplan
2020-01-08 01:32 pm UTC (link)

>>Well good news
>>No one is getting hurt
>>So you don't need to do that

>>We didn't understand
>>And had limited information and were worried
>>I thought it was a pathogen
>>And had seen the way Hydra had been wanting to weaponise it
>>But we were wrong
>>You are still you
>>Even with your abilities

>>Mack also realises his mistake
>>So not actually an option
>>Learning control is really the crux of this
>>It will only be worse if you keep trying to ignore it
>>There are people here who can help
>>Who have dealt with similar things crossing over

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	playsbynewrules 2020-01-08 08:28 pm UTC (link)
	>> I fucking wish it was a pathogen >> Because then it could be cured >> And I could be normal again >> I need to be locked up >> Before I hurt people (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	needanewplan 2020-01-08 09:40 pm UTC (link)
	>>But its not >>Its DNA through generations >>You are still you >>Again no >>That's not the answer >>I'd honestly suggest talking to Kitty or Raven about this >>Probably Raven >>But the gauntlets I gave you will help on top of that (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	playsbynewrules 2020-01-09 08:25 am UTC (link)
	>> I really don't feel like me anymore >> Well I damn well can't be around people right now >> So it's either lock me up >> Or I'll just continue living out of my van in the middle of no where (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	needanewplan 2020-01-09 02:44 pm UTC (link)
	>>Not right now >>Of course you don't >>But that doesn't make you less you >>And why I said you should talk with Kitty or Raven >>They have more experience with this Of course you That's it, I'm sending Raven >>Running away and trying to ignore it won't work >>It will only make it worse >>So again since you decided to ignore it >>Gauntlets and learn control (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	playsbynewrules 2020-01-13 11:39 pm UTC (link)
	[Sent several minutes later] >> I'm sorry >> I'm not trying to ignore it >> I'm trying to keep everyone safe while I figure this shit out >> But Raven's here now (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	needanewplan 2020-01-13 11:43 pm UTC (link)
	>>You better not be >>Because I know you so I'm going to worry >>But good >>Raven can help with that (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Skye darth_imperius 2020-01-08 03:01 am UTC (link)
	>> I can tell >> Your emotions have been like a storm. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Lomea \| Skye playsbynewrules 2020-01-08 05:45 am UTC (link)
	>> Yeah >> I'm an abomination now >> So you know >> That's fun? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Lomea \| Skye darth_imperius 2020-01-08 06:55 am UTC (link)
	>> What makes you think you're an abomination? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lomea \| Skye playsbynewrules 2020-01-08 07:12 am UTC (link)
	>> Because I am one >> I'm the result of biological experimentation >> I'm not human anymore >> And people want me dead because I'm an abomination (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Lomea \| Skye darth_imperius 2020-01-08 07:28 am UTC (link)
	>> Nonsense >> You're still human >> You think, you feel >> Accidents of birth are not who we are (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lomea \| Skye playsbynewrules 2020-01-08 07:42 am UTC (link)
	>> Thinking and feeling doesn't make me human >> It makes me sentient >> There's a difference (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Lomea \| Skye darth_imperius 2020-01-08 08:04 am UTC (link)
	>> Sentients or human, there's really not that much difference >> Who we are is what we make of ourselves, not what those who created us would have us be. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lomea \| Skye playsbynewrules 2020-01-08 08:11 am UTC (link)
	>> I'm an abomination >> That's what I make of myself (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Lomea \| Skye darth_imperius 2020-01-08 08:17 am UTC (link)
	>> I have seen abominations >> Fought them >> Even created them >> And you are no abomination (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lomea \| Skye playsbynewrules 2020-01-08 08:26 am UTC (link)
	>> Yes I am >> I'm dangerous (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lomea \| Skye darth_imperius 2020-01-08 10:07 am UTC (link)
	>> Darling, so am I. >> We could get into who is more the monster >> But that is a waste of time >> I can sense your turmoil >> Either use it or it will consume you (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lomea \| Skye playsbynewrules 2020-01-08 08:27 pm UTC (link)
	>> I can't >> I can't stop it (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lomea \| Skye darth_imperius 2020-01-08 09:27 pm UTC (link)
	>> Yes you can >> Do not let the fear rule you >> Rule the fear. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lomea \| Skye playsbynewrules 2020-01-09 08:25 am UTC (link)
	>> No I can't (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Lomea \| Skye darth_imperius 2020-01-09 09:37 am UTC (link)
	>> I propose a challenge. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lomea \| Skye playsbynewrules 2020-01-13 11:39 pm UTC (link)
	>> No >> I don't need more challenges (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lomea \| Skye darth_imperius 2020-01-14 12:23 am UTC (link)
	>> What you need is control. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lomea \| Skye playsbynewrules 2020-01-22 07:58 am UTC (link)
	>> I'm trying >> But you're not helping >> I just keep getting upset >> And shit starts happening all over again (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Skyenat the_black_widow 2020-01-08 03:02 am UTC (link)
	>> Less than fun (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Skyenat playsbynewrules 2020-01-08 05:45 am UTC (link)
	>> Great >> Ever heard of them doing biological experimentation >> On other sentient lifeforms? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Skyenat the_black_widow 2020-01-08 06:56 am UTC (link)
	>> Yes >> They're a lot like humans in that way, just more advanced >> And humans are more likely to pretend to be enlightened on the subject (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Skyenat playsbynewrules 2020-01-08 07:12 am UTC (link)
	>> Ever heard of a Kree who didn't approve of said experimentation? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Skyenat the_black_widow 2020-01-08 07:28 am UTC (link)
	>> Once or twice. >> Most usually get silenced before they're known widely, I suspect. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Skyenat playsbynewrules 2020-01-08 07:42 am UTC (link)
	>> I met one of those dissenters in my Dreams >> He tried to kill me >> Because uh >> I may be the result of Kree experiments (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Skyenat the_black_widow 2020-01-08 08:07 am UTC (link)
	>> They did have their fingers all over Earth in both my timelines (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Skyenat playsbynewrules 2020-01-08 08:11 am UTC (link)
	>> Is there like >> A safe room or something >> That I can be locked in to keep everyone else safe? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Skyenat the_black_widow 2020-01-08 08:16 am UTC (link)
	>> We're not going to lock you up just because the Kree messed around with you (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Skyenat playsbynewrules 2020-01-08 08:26 am UTC (link)
	>> I'm dangerous, Natasha! >> I need to be locked up so I don't hurt anyone! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Skyenat the_black_widow 2020-01-08 10:11 am UTC (link)
	>> You just need to learn to control whatever it is >> We have an entire facility for that express purpose (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Skyenat playsbynewrules 2020-01-08 08:27 pm UTC (link)
	>> I need to be locked up >> I can't stop it (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Skyenat the_black_widow 2020-01-08 09:28 pm UTC (link)
	>> There might be a way to dampen it temporarily, until you gain control (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Skyenat playsbynewrules 2020-01-09 08:25 am UTC (link)
	>> I don't want to dampen it >> I want it taken away >> I want to be normal again >> I want to be human again (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Skyenat the_black_widow 2020-01-09 09:38 am UTC (link)
	>> We weren't given that choice >> So we have to deal with it (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Skyenat playsbynewrules 2020-01-13 11:39 pm UTC (link)
	>> Great (Reply to this) (Parent)