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Tweak says, "You'll sink. Like a stone."

Caroline Forbes is full of light (miss_mystic) wrote in valarcomm,
@ 2018-07-02 16:01:00

Entry tags:

caroline forbes, elena gilbert, marguerite blakeney

[Texts to Tyler]
>> So my mom no longer hates what I am
>> But my dad sure as hell does
>> Way worse than my mom ever did
>> But I'm guessing you already knew that
>> Given the whole rescuing me part
>> Thank you, by the way

[Texts to Elena]
>> Have you had any new dreams recently?

[Texts to Marguerite]
>> So my mom got over hating the whole having a vampire for a daughter thing
>> Just in time for my dad to come back in town
>> And hate me for being a vampire
>> So much that he tried to torture it out of me

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	Caroline blazeinhereyes 2018-07-02 11:09 pm UTC (link)
	>>Well I'm glad your mom saw reason >>But that's just >>Are you okay? >>Can I do anything for you? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Caroline/Marguerite miss_mystic 2018-07-02 11:12 pm UTC (link)
	>> I'm okay >> It's nice having my mom not hate me anymore >> She and Tyler actually rescued me from my dad >> Is it weird that I'd rather have my dream!dad hate me? >> it's just, I can still call him here and know we are okay >> But I can't do that with my mom (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Caroline/Marguerite blazeinhereyes 2018-07-02 11:16 pm UTC (link)
	>>No >>That makes perfect sense >>It's better when you can at least reach out to your dad >>And make sure things are fine >>When that option isn't there >>You get caught up in your head >>Even when you know logically things are different between dreams and here (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Caroline/Marguerite miss_mystic 2018-07-03 12:37 am UTC (link)
	>> Exactly >> I try to remind myself they are just dreams >> But it's hard when it's the only way I see my mom (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Caroline/Marguerite blazeinhereyes 2018-07-03 12:40 am UTC (link)
	>>It can be hard even when you can see the people here >>So I can only imagine >>Especially the more distressing dreams >>When they have more emotional impact (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Caroline/Marguerite miss_mystic 2018-07-03 01:00 am UTC (link)
	>> It really is >> Because even though I know it's not my real life >> It still feels like my life >> In better dream news >> Tyler and I are a thing now (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Caroline/Marguerite blazeinhereyes 2018-07-03 01:01 am UTC (link)
	>>Believe me >>I know that feeling all too well >>But that is good dream news (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Caroline/Marguerite miss_mystic 2018-07-03 01:25 am UTC (link)
	>> Well >> I can always remind you it's not your real life >> If you need it >> It makes them a little better (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Caroline/Marguerite blazeinhereyes 2018-07-03 01:27 am UTC (link)
	>>Thankfully mine have come to an end >>And so far no new sets have started up >>So fingers crossed >>But thank you >>And obviously I will do the same for you >>Yes >>Sometimes it is the small things like >>Which can make a difference >>Even if its only a bit (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Caroline/Marguerite miss_mystic 2018-07-03 02:17 am UTC (link)
	>> How many sets have you had now? >> Thank you <3 >> Exactly >> We all need at least some bright spot in our dreams (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Caroline/Marguerite blazeinhereyes 2018-07-03 02:27 am UTC (link)
	>>Five >>Which is more than enough ~~Especially given how~~ >>Yes, yes we do <3 (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Caroline/Marguerite miss_mystic 2018-07-03 03:34 am UTC (link)
	>> That's four too many >> Actually that's five too many (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Caroline/Marguerite blazeinhereyes 2018-07-03 03:58 am UTC (link)
	>>Basically >>So I'm all too familiar with how it can be >>When you know one thing >>But are dealing with the cross over (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Caroline/Marguerite miss_mystic 2018-07-03 04:11 am UTC (link)
	>> I can't imagine having multiple sets >> I don't know how you handled 5 different ones >> Tyler has started dreaming a new set >> It sounds so different than our dreams (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Caroline/Marguerite

blazeinhereyes
2018-07-03 04:16 am UTC (link)

>>Mostly I just made commentary on the differences
>>Though thankfully Percy handled it well enough
>>When the emotional bleedover got to be too much
>>And I couldn't separate things

>>I think I noticed that
>>I was so busy with Newsies though
>>I never really got around to seeing how he was handling it
>>That does happen though
>>People or events can be more or less the same
>>But the specific ways/hows of them can change

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	Caroline/Marguerite miss_mystic 2018-07-03 04:24 am UTC (link)
	>> Bleedover about him? >> Don't worry about it >> You've had a busy month >> I think he's handling it similar to you >> He comments a lot on how different he is from this version of his dreamself >> And how this new version is more o a dick than he is in the dreams I have (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Caroline/Marguerite blazeinhereyes 2018-07-03 04:29 am UTC (link)
	>>Yes >>And decisions he made in them >>There was a lot of miscommunication and pain involved >>And how in the last set >>Things I would notice at that particular time >>Hadn't happened >>It was upsetting so I needed answers >>It certainly was >>Sometimes that's all you really can do (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Caroline/Marguerite

miss_mystic
2018-07-03 04:53 am UTC (link)

>> Like the things didn't happen at all?
>> Or they happened and you just didn't notice in that certain set?
>> I'm glad you were able to talk to him about it though
>> And it helped
>> Even though Tyler only recently became a bigger part of my dreams
>> Talking to him about the earlier ones still helped
>> He didn't know all the details, but he knew the world and the people
>> I'm not sure how anyone could bear these dreams without sharing it with someone else that knows them

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Caroline/Marguerite

blazeinhereyes
2018-07-03 04:57 am UTC (link)

>>Sort of?
>>In every set of dreams
>>Chauvelin ends up using Armand's life as leverage
>>At which point in three of the sets of dreams
>>I turn to Percy and beg for his help
>>Or hint something is wrong despite our estrangement at that point
>>In most of them there was always this flicker of emotion
>>Of the man I married before estrangement and distance
>>The last set
>>There was nothing and he dismissed me
>>After other decisions that had been callous
>>So I asked if he had any idea
>>Which he didn't but he understood why I was so upset
>>And he was as well and just hoped it was that he was a better actor in that set
>>Which seemed to be the case

>>That makes sense
>>I'm glad he could help even when he didn't know all the details
>>And I really don't know
>>I was mostly alone for the first set
>>Before Armand showed up
>>And it certainly wasn't easy
>>Even when he was around since a lot of our time was apart
>>And I didn't want to worry him

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	Caroline/Marguerite miss_mystic 2018-07-04 12:38 am UTC (link)
	>> So he did still care >> But he acted like he didn't? >> I'm guessing for reasons >> And even though Percy hadn't dreamed that set >> He knew what his dreamself's motivations? >> That must have been so hard >> I'm sorry you were alone >> But at least you have Percy now? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Caroline/Marguerite

blazeinhereyes
2018-07-04 12:41 am UTC (link)

>>Essentially yes
>>And he did and I understand them now
>>But needless to say that particular set was especially difficult
>>He had a theory
>>Mostly because there are always the same basic ideas
>>Just differences in how they happened
>>Even though he was also stunned by it

>>It was
>>But it was what it was
>>Still yes
>>I have Percy now and that's what I hold onto
>>No use dwelling on what can't be changed

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	Caroline/Marguerite miss_mystic 2018-07-04 03:02 am UTC (link)
	>> I can imagine >> Seeing Percy not care.. that would have to hurt >> Even knowing he's not like that in real life >> It's hard to keep dream feelings separate sometimes >> Exactly >> You made it through >> That's what matters (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Caroline/Marguerite blazeinhereyes 2018-07-04 03:05 am UTC (link)
	>>Precisely >>That was the set of dreams where everything was just >>More I suppose >>It's hard to explain >>But yes >>Sometimes its just harder to separate than others >>Which is the way I've always looked at it (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Caroline/Marguerite miss_mystic 2018-07-04 03:16 am UTC (link)
	>> You don't have to explain >> I know that the dreams can't always be explained >> But I also know how deeply they can affect you >> So even though I don't understand all the details >> I get it <3 (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Caroline/Marguerite blazeinhereyes 2018-07-04 03:20 am UTC (link)
	>> <3 (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Caroline/Elena _doppelganger_ 2018-07-02 11:42 pm UTC (link)
	Not recently which means I’m overdue for them, I’m sure. How have you been? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Caroline/Elena miss_mystic 2018-07-03 12:40 am UTC (link)
	That does seem to be how it works. I've been good! Busy with work and Tyler. Well less busy with Tyler now that he has a new job. How are classes going? I never see you anymore! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Caroline/Elena _doppelganger_ 2018-07-03 01:04 am UTC (link)
	Unfortunately. New job? He isn’t working with Klaus anymore? I know! It’s horrible. We need to do something. What are your plans for Fourth of July? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Caroline/Elena miss_mystic 2018-07-03 01:35 am UTC (link)
	I don't think he will ever stop working for Klaus. He's still at Purgatory too. I'm working a wedding. Apparently the 4th of July is a popular day to get married. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Caroline/Elena _doppelganger_ 2018-07-03 01:41 am UTC (link)
	That’s a lot. And I’m sure Klaus can be demanding. That seems strange. Not what I would have expected. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Caroline/Elena miss_mystic 2018-07-03 02:18 am UTC (link)
	Yeah. He even tore Tyler away from our first official date. I think it has something to do with the fireworks. And people having time off. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Caroline/Elena _doppelganger_ 2018-07-03 04:12 am UTC (link)
	That is horrible. The worst he ever did to me was slam Tyler’s door in my face. I suppose that’s a fair point. Still if I were to get married I don’t think Independence Day would be my first holiday choice. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Caroline/Elena miss_mystic 2018-07-03 04:33 am UTC (link)
	~~He's done worse~~ Are you done with him now? Me either. Or any holiday. My wedding day/future anniversary is going to just be about me and whoever I marry. I'm not sharing the day with any holidays. And don't say that! You're totally going to get married! You're too much of a catch not to meet the right guy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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_doppelganger_
2018-07-03 12:35 pm UTC (link)

TQuite done. I ran into him on the beach a few days after and he didn’t even remember doing it at first so obviously he loses his temper a lot. And then he seemed angry that I even asked if he was alright. No, I have no desire to talk to Klaus again.

Your wedding day will be all about you. No rain permitted, perfect weather, everything just so... And it will be completely and utterly wonderful.

Oh sure, someday. It would be nice...getting married, having kids... But I don’t think I can do my residency and be pregnant at the same time, let alone plan a wedding even with your help. So it’s something for the future.

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	Caroline/Elena miss_mystic 2018-07-04 12:39 am UTC (link)
	I'm glad you're done with that. Of course some day! Not like tomorrow or this year. But there is no if. Someday both of us will marry our soulmates. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Caroline/Elena _doppelganger_ 2018-07-04 12:48 am UTC (link)
	Me too. Well if you say so, then of course we will. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	lockwolf 2018-07-03 03:32 am UTC (link)
	>> You're welcome >> That... >> I'm sorry you had to dream that, Care. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	miss_mystic 2018-07-03 03:36 am UTC (link)
	>> Me too >> My dad torturing me is like the worst thing I've dreamed yet >> But at least we're finally together (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lockwolf 2018-07-03 03:58 am UTC (link)
	>> That's something, isn't it? >> I wish I could do more >> Both here and there >> How do you feel about ice cream? >> I can pick up a pint of rocky road. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	miss_mystic 2018-07-03 04:02 am UTC (link)
	>> Tyler >> You've already done so much >> These past few months... >> You've been here for me >> More than anyone else ever has >>...But I won't say no to ice cream >> Especially Rocky Road (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lockwolf 2018-07-03 04:16 am UTC (link)
	>> Yeah, well >> I could say the same about you. >> ~~I love~~ >> I thought you'd say that. >> I'll be there soon. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	miss_mystic 2018-07-03 04:28 am UTC (link)
	>> I always will be <3 >> It's official >> I have the best boyfriend ever (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lockwolf 2018-07-04 02:52 am UTC (link)
	>> I don't know if I'd go that far. >> But I am pretty great, aren't I? >> If it makes you feel better >> I think that probably is the worst thing to happen to you >> Not saying that it's going to be an easy ride from here on out >> But I don't think it gets worse than that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	miss_mystic 2018-07-04 02:59 am UTC (link)
	>> I hope so >> I can't imagine what could even be worse than being tortured by my dad >> But thanks >> It does make me feel a little better (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lockwolf 2018-07-04 08:04 pm UTC (link)
	>> I'm glad >> This ice cream will make you feel even better >> I'll be right over (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	miss_mystic 2018-07-05 02:01 am UTC (link)
	>> And you staying the night? >> Just don't wake me up at 5 am (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lockwolf 2018-07-05 03:17 am UTC (link)
	>> Deal >> To both >> At least, I'll try not to wake you up at 5 am. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	miss_mystic 2018-07-05 03:51 am UTC (link)
	>> I'll take it >> See you soon! (Reply to this) (Parent)