Re: (Sent in multiple texts because it's a tl;dr)
Things can fall apart. It's even likely that there will be points when it feels like it will be. But on a day to day and week to week basis, no, I don't think it will be something that will bother or affect you, not if I do it right. I can't do nothing. I can't sit here and watch, I can't just hand it off to someone else. That's not who I am. It wasn't who I was before the dreams and it's certainly not who I am now. I'm not even happy about it. I feel forced. But it would bother me watching someone else try to deal with things that I know I can handle. And most of them don't even want the responsibility either. The only other ones I would trust aren't even around.