Agent Washington (completelysane) wrote in valarcomm, @ 2017-09-05 20:19:00 |
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Entry tags: | agent washington, anna of arendelle |
(OOC: the following texts were sent the evening after this)
Texts to Anna
>>You haven’t responded to my messages.
>>And I don’t blame you.
>>I’m not expecting you to respond to this either.
>>I need you-
>>I need to talk to someone
>>not that I deserve
>>Carolina got into a fight with my mother
>>Or she got into a fight with Carolina.
>>Either way, my mother left and I don’t think she’s coming back.
>>I needed wanted to tell you.
>>You might not care
>>And I wouldn’t blame you if you didn’t.
>>I’m sorry, Anna.
>>For what I said and what I did.
>>I won’t give you any excuses.
>>You don’t deserve that.
>>What you deserve is for someone to treat you better than that.
>>For someone who doesn’t lie or keep things from you.
>>For someone who is stronger than the demons in his life.
>>If you’ll let me, I want to be that someone.
[Anna took a long time to respond. After several hours, her texts came to his phone.]
[Texts to Wash]
>> I’ve been lied to before. It didn’t end well for me. Or for him, actually.
>> I love you. So much.
>> I just don’t know don’t want I’m not need to know this won’t happen again
>> I need the truth. No matter how hard it is.
>> Can you do that?
[It’s late at night when Anna texts Wash, which is fine, he’s not sleeping]
[Texts to Anna]
>>It won’t happen again.
>>You are the best thing that’s ever happened to me.
>>I’ll tell you the truth.
>>I love you too much to let the truth take you away from me.
[Texts to Wash]
>> Good
>> I miss you
>> So much
>> ...did your mom and Carolina really fight?
>> Like, physically fight?
[Texts to Anna]
>>I’ve missed you
>>A lot.
>>No punches were thrown
>>But there was a lot of yelling.
>>They didn’t even hear me come in.
>>Probably wouldn’t have known I was there if I hadn’t said anything.
>>A lot of...hurtful things were said.
>>And I had to stop them before it did become physical.
[Texts to Wash] >> Are you busy tonight
>> Are you drinking
>> Do you want to
>> Well, I’m glad it didn’t come to blows.
>> Are you okay?
>> You want to talk about it?
[Texts to Anna] >>Yeah, I’m fine
>>No, I’m not.
>>I knew it would eventually happen.
>>Them fighting, I mean.
>>But I’d hoped…
>>Well, I hoped for a lot of things.
>>And that was a mistake.
[Text to Wash]
>> What would you have done differently?
[It is several minutes before Anna gets a reply, as Wash doesn’t exactly know how to explain]
[Texts to Anna]
>>I had hoped the real reason my mother was here was to….
>>This sounds really stupid because I should have known better.
>>But I’d hoped that she was here to make-up for not being there when she should have been.
>>And that was a mistake because the moment she showed up she was playing me just like she always has.
>>But I still hoped that this time would be different.
[Texts to Wash]
>> I’m so sorry that she let you down, Wash
>> But there’s nothing wrong with being optimistic
>> I know you were hoping for the best
>> And I love that about you
[Texts to Anna]
>>But I shouldn’t have been.
>>She made me drop everything and pick her up from the airport.
>>She manipulated me into getting her the most expensive hotel room I could find.
>>I *knew* what she was doing the entire time.
>>It was the same shit she pulled when I was kid.
>>She made me so scared that my stepfather would kick her out of the house and she’d be homeless and raped and murdered that I never once told anyone what he was doing to me.
>>I should have.
>>But I was young and I was scared and I didn’t want anything to happen to her.
>>I still love her, I still don’t want anything to happen to her.
>>She’s given me every reason not to feel this way.
>>But I still do.
[Texts to Wash]
>> Sounds like you’ve got a blind spot
>> Not that I can blame you
>> I think we all have them
>> It’s natural for us to have those kinds of feelings
[Texts to Anna]
>>There’s something wrong with me.
>>How can I love someone who blatantly said she doesn’t love me?
[Texts to Wash]
>> There’s nothing wrong with you.
>> We can’t help the way we feel.
>> It’s not a light switch we can turn on and off
>> Even though sometimes we desperately wish we could.
[Texts to Anna]
>>There is a lot wrong with me, Anna.
>>But, it may be time to fix some of it.
>>I’m not sleeping tonight.
>>I know it’s late
>>But I’d like to see you, if it’s alright.
[Text to Wash]
>> Come over
[Texts to Anna]
>>Is Stefan home?
>>He’s not going to rip my face off is he?
[Texts to Wash]
>> He’s in his room
>> With Bubbles
>> Why would he rip your face off?
[Texts to Anna]
>>He’s really protective of you.
>>And I hurt you.
>>If it were me, I’d rip my face off.
[Texts to Wash]
>> He and I haven’t talked about it at all >> Though, I bet Bubbles told him
>> But you can avoid him if you want to
>> Just come around the side
>> In through the sliding glass door
[Texts to Anna]
>>I’m sure Bubbles has said something to him.
>>She’s a good friend.
>>I’m going to have to talk to him.
>>But tonight, sneaking in through the side door is probably a good idea.
[Texts to Wash]
>> She is. She’s really great.
>> He’s really great, too.
>> Okay. I’ll see you soon.
[Texts to Anna]
>>I’ll knock when I get there.
>>Thank you, Anna.
>>I love you.
[Texts to Wash]
>> Okay.
>> I love you, too <3