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Presto just wants off the ride. (callmepresto) wrote in valarcomm,
@ 2017-04-22 15:32:00

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presto, vanessa ives

texts to Vanessa Ives

>> Wondered if you had a moment for a question and some advice?
>> Brain wont stop thinking.

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	ms_ives 2017-04-22 05:17 pm UTC (link)
	>> Of course >> You know I'm always here for you >> How can I help to ease that brain of yours? (Reply to this) (Thread)

callmepresto
2017-04-22 05:42 pm UTC (link)

>> Thank you.

>> I'm finding my brain being split several ways, and I'm not sure how to proceed.
>> First, magic is making it harder to do computer engineering, and making my brain not want to process the same information it used to. I'm stubborn, and fighting it, but... I don't feel like I'm making progress.
>> Second, for awhile now, I've been thinking about the idea of trying to make a go of it purely as a wizard, but that would involve, you know, letting go of the engineering entirely. I kind of am okay with it, but also, kind of not.
>> Third, I also find myself sort of interested in pre-Law, recently, which would involve a whole different school experience, and restarting my education, basically. And I'm not sure the magic in my head would allow that any more than it is my engineering.
>> I don't know which way to turn, which thoughts to follow, and which ideas to let win.

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	ms_ives 2017-04-23 04:46 pm UTC (link)
	>> Perhaps you need a break from it all? >> I mean maybe taking a break from your studies will help >> Even if it's only for a week or so >> Focus on your magic for a little while >> Then see if you miss either of the studies you have interest in (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	callmepresto 2017-04-24 08:34 pm UTC (link)
	>> That is... a good idea. >> I've been going strong since last year, with no breaks. >> I have no idea what I would do with all the free time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ms_ives 2017-04-25 07:23 am UTC (link)
	>> It may be that you are burning out and your magic is simply trying to protect you >> I've said before you need to take better care of yourself >> It may take time to adjust but I am sure it will be good for you >> And it may help you realise what it is you truly wish to focus on (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	callmepresto 2017-04-25 07:27 am UTC (link)
	>> You might be right. >> I don't even know. But a break sounds good. >> You are the smartest person I know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ms_ives 2017-04-25 07:29 am UTC (link)
	>> I'm glad, a break will be good for you I truly believe that >> I'm sure that can't be true but it's very sweet of you (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	callmepresto 2017-04-25 07:31 am UTC (link)
	>> I trust you opinion, and the idea does feel... good. >> I'll take a break, yeah. I have enough credits that I can take a little time off, and evaluate later. >> Just what I feel. >> Thank you for being here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ms_ives 2017-04-25 07:33 am UTC (link)
	>> Well I appreciate that >> If it feels right then it will be >> I always will be, I promise you that (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	callmepresto 2017-04-25 07:35 am UTC (link)
	>> It means a lot, that you are. >> As my first act of taking a break, think I could treat you to lunch out? >> Just a thank you for... all of it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ms_ives 2017-04-25 07:37 am UTC (link)
	>> That sounds lovely >> I would very much like to join you for lunch (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	callmepresto 2017-04-25 07:40 am UTC (link)
	>> Thanks. >> Catch you tomorrow, then, about noon? >> I'll pick you up from...? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ms_ives 2017-04-25 07:42 am UTC (link)
	>> Perfect >> Home, I don't have any plans other than lunch now >> Thank you (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	callmepresto 2017-04-25 07:43 am UTC (link)
	>> Perfect. >> And you're welcome. >> I'll see you then. (Reply to this) (Parent)