>> or maybe it just shows how I am quite inexperienced in dating >> my parents are still assholes here >> and there wasn't time to date when I was modeling >> I knew that going in >> and I shouldn't have been so stupid when it came to him >> the man told me he wanted to date me and then I waited for a month for his call >> turns out that he had left the country without a word >> and I was foolish to give him another chance