[a minute later] >>I don't remember if I told you this before >>But Epsilon was the Alpha's memories. >>I did tell you that, right? >>I must have >>It couldn't handle knowing everything that had been done to The Alpha >>All the psychological torture >>All the pain >>That's all it was >>And it couldn't handle it. >>It kept showing me things that had been done to it >>It kept wanting to see Allison >>And finally it just...gave up. >>He suicided just like any other mind would >>And it hurts when it does so while connected to your mind
[another minute] >>I had a psychological break when it happened, both in the dreams and here >>I didn't know who I was or where I was >>I was calling people different names, seeing them as different people >>My... >>My girlfriend was with me when it happened and so was Gale >>I was lucky they were.