"I know, and you're right." he sighed, leaning back in his chair, already forgetting to drink the coffee between his fingers and using the warm mug as simply something to keep his hands warm. "But sometimes the emotions bleed over from these dreams. The heartbreak, the despair. The regret. My dream self...he still loves her, desperately. It can get confusing...sorting out what I'm truly feeling versus phantom feelings. In addition a part of me worries Ororo will think poorly of me if I reveal to her too soon what ends up happening. A lot of it is actually my fault." He tipped his head back and sighed before rubbing his face with his hands. "I'm being stupid, I know. I just...I don't want to screw this up here. I've already lost her in one world. I don't think I could bear screwing up in this one."