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Annie Cresta is one with the waves (lifeisastorm) wrote in valarcomm,
@ 2016-03-01 19:21:00

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annie cresta, finnick odair

Um hi. I hope you're doing okay now after everything that happened and that this isn't a bad time?

There's a very good chance that I'm misreading the signs and if I am, I'm really sorry and feel free to ignore this message. But if I'm not well, there are things about me you should really know because you might not want to go beyond friendship with me once you know. Not that you wouldn't? But it's really big and explains a lot I guess? I don't know. I'm really bad at articulating it. But I told myself if I ever was going to trust someone enough to try a relationship again, that I would be honest and let them know upfront since trust is really hard for me now. Again, if I'm misinterpreting this, ignore this and I'll pretend I never said any of that.

I'm just going to leave links though because I don't know how to put it into words, not really. And it's probably more then you would get from me if I tried to just...say what happened right now.

[A handful of news reports on the case and subsequent trial and then release from last year].

[References to rape, torture, suicide attempt, hospitalisation may occur in comments].

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	youngestvictor 2016-03-02 05:20 am UTC (link)
	No, it wasn't a bad time at all. And, you definitely haven't been misinterpreting anything. I've had feelings for you for a little while now. I'm glad that you feel comfortable enough to share all of that with me. I can't even imagine what any of that would be like. And if I'm honest, I don't really know what to say except that I have a sudden urge to hit those guys. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	lifeisastorm 2016-03-02 07:58 am UTC (link)
	Okay. Because it sometimes happens and I didn't want to presume. Well, it's important so... and I think that is a general reaction? I don't know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	youngestvictor 2016-03-07 04:44 am UTC (link)
	Well, don't worry about presuming this time. Are you okay now? I mean, I know things like this usually leave ~~the victim~~ people a little on edge. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lifeisastorm 2016-03-07 10:19 am UTC (link)
	Good to know. I have good and bad days. Just like in the dreams. Sometimes it's really complicated but not always. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	youngestvictor 2016-03-15 04:23 am UTC (link)
	You know that when you're having bad days, you can always call me. If I can help in any way, I want to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lifeisastorm 2016-03-15 08:59 am UTC (link)
	I know. I just feel bad when it's constant. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	youngestvictor 2016-03-29 02:07 am UTC (link)
	Annie, you could come over or call me everyday and I wouldn't mind in the least. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lifeisastorm 2016-03-29 09:21 am UTC (link)
	You say that now... But thank you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	youngestvictor 2016-04-01 02:50 am UTC (link)
	Annie, I can assure you, I mean every word that I say. If I minded, I'd tell you and I don't. I like it when you come over and when you call me or text me. Even if it's cause you're having a problem with something. I want to be able to help you no matter what it is. Even if I can't help. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lifeisastorm 2016-04-01 07:50 am UTC (link)
	Sorry. It gets hard sometimes to believe that but that's not here or now. That's in the past. (Reply to this) (Parent)