I was with someone.. for a long time, and... He cheated on me with... a guy. I wasn't... I guess I wasn't being such a great girlfriend. Things were so bad, I couldn't fix things between us, so I left. Got into a program in Prague and studied there for a semester. When I came back, I thought maybe we'd... I don't know. I don't know what I wanted, but everything seemed alright. I'm always the last to know. We were talking and getting back to us, I thought. Stupidly. Because he'd... started sleeping with my sister. My twin sister.
I keep saying I'm okay with everything, but I'm not. I don't even know where to begin with being okay, you know?