>> That's the worst part of it. >> At first it wasn't that bad, and now it's constant. >> Sam used to be the outlet. He wasn't related to any of this, and I wasn't related to his. >> It's hard to even pick a place. In my wife's dreams, depending on where she is with them, she is dating my brother. >> In my advanced ones, she thought I was dead, and had someone manipulate her memories so she would forget we were ever together. I guess it was easier to move on, but I don't understand the choice. >> She wouldn't do that here, but it leaves this damage. >> Feel free to vent if you need it.