"Good at letting others see the emotions you want them to see. That is what an actress is, after all. Pretending, falling to a role that isn't your real one," he said, the corner of his mouth quirking. He was always good at shielding his own feelings.
"Thank you," and he'd been about to take another bite of food when she'd mentioned something about watching someone die. "I'm used to death. It's been a part of my life since I was young. First my sister, then my brother, my parents, all unfortunate accidents or illnesses. But you never accept it. You get used to it, but I still have a difficult time accepting." He twirled his fork between his fingers and stared at it. "That's the price of being me, but despite all of that, being in love with someone is worth the risk of watching them die someday."