Bella Donna Boudreaux is a cheerful assassin (petitmort) wrote in utr_logs,
"Of course I care! Do you think I sat down and filled out a god damn pro and con list? Do you think I even meant to start again? It's not like I set out to smoke one day because my chance of dying before I got old just wasn't high enough! Someone offered me a cigarette and I took it, because the guards at the palace stressed me out a lot. I've only smoked a few times since then, and I don't intend to keep going for very long. Once you fall, it takes a while to get back up. I'm not strong enough-"
She stopped, shaking her head. "I was wrong. I am wrong. I'm a bitch, and I'm sorry."
She turned to leave, her posture relaxing, shoulders scrunched up, her hands shoved deep into her pockets.