Having sex with Joanne wasn't going to be horrible and the idea was anything but to Erik. But he was a man, and he did have pride. He knew he was about to embarrass himself because he was nearly forty and he was going to end up like a fumbling teenager. He returned the kiss as he lay on top of her, his hard cock pressing against her as his thighs settled in between hers. Taking a deep breath to calm himself, he let his hand wander between them, taking hold and attempting to guide himself to her entrance.